I listen to the waves. Just sitting there in the dark. I've been sitting here for a couple of hours now, listening to the waves. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket. My parents have been trying to reach me for the last two hours. Im thinking about life, the shitty life i have. Thinking about suicide. I took some razerblades from my dad. But i think of my life as a newborn turtle. Struggling to get out of the hole a turtle put me in. Barely making it out. When i get out i feel like everything is going to be okay. Then i open my eyes and realise i hav to get to the ocean before some seagul come to eat me.
