Forbidden love

I love you too

About a week passes and I still can't get him off my head. As I'm getting ready for school I sit down on my bed.
"Carmen, don't let him hurt you he'll never like you just get it out of your head."
I say to myself. I walk down stairs and get a Redbull and sit in the car. My mom jumps in and we go to school, I had lunch again with him today. I just need to, I don't know, draw? Yeah that'll help maybe. Walking into school I hear someone call my name.
"Hey! Carmen!" Oh god damn it I know that voice! I look over and (speak of the devil XD) it's Angelo.
"O-Oh uh hey what's up!" I try talking casual but probably failed miserably.
"You're gonna sit with me at lunch right?"
"Yeah of course!" I smiled trying not to sound too excited.
"Hah, see Ya there then." He smiled and went on to class, I'd been sitting with him almost every time I had lunch with him. It was fun we'd annoy each other as if we were siblings but we would always hug each other, for like a long time. He was so warm and cozy. I never wanted to let go. (Also he smells like Jesus so that's always a plus) after lunch my friend Ivan pulls me over.
"OW! Remember you're stronger than me that hurt!"
"Oh, oops sorry!" He said smiling.
"Hey do you like Angelo?"
S-shit am I that obvious!?
"W-what no." I said pretty convincingly.
"Oh... You're not even gonna give him a chance?"
Not gonna give him a chance? What?
"What do you mean?"
"He likes you dude."
I had like a mini heart attack I was so happy and I managed to smile.
"R-really?"
"Hell yeah!"
"W-well what do I do?"
"I'll tell him you like him back!"
"THANK YOU SO MUCH!!" I blushed a little for sounding too excited but ran but over to class smiling. Later on on the walk (we walking around our school for like 10/20 minuets cause we're fat) I saw Angelo and ran over to him.
"Hey!"
"Hey!" He said smiling back at me , I was so happy. We had a little bit of a small talk but he didn't say anything, I gripped my arm which was something I did when I got nervous.
"Hey don't do that you look all sad and stuff. I don't want to see you sad." I blushed a little.
"S-so um..." He cut off the silence by saying,
"Hey listen I know you like me and I like you too, you're really hot." He cooed in my ear. I swear I was probably as red as a tomato but my heart was hurting, hey listen? What does that mean?
"But I'm not aloud to date, my parents think I'm too young. I'm sorry" I looked down feeling tears in my eyes. This is exactly what I didn't want to happen, tears. Ugh horrible things.
I looked down for the rest off the time and when we had to go inside I ran. I can run pretty fast when I want to, so I did. At the time I figured out my bf was cheating on me. Well, my ex, and he already has a new gf which wasn't even the one he was cheating on me with. My heart was hurting. I just wanted to go home, but I sucked up my tears and carried on. On Friday (the day before Halloween) I thought to myself when I was walking in school. He said he liked me too, huh? Well. It's not like I have anything to lose. At lunch when I sat next to him we talked for a little bit and under the table I grabbed his hand and held it, it was a sly move but he didn't flinch, he didn't think it was weird. He went with it. I smiled and kept holding it for the rest in lunch. On the walk I walked with him for the whole time. I talked to him trying to swindle him into at least giving me a chance.
"Listen i don't know if I can im sorry."
"Aw come on please?" I looked him in the eyes with my big green eyes.
"Hey don't look at me like that you'll put me in a trance." He laughed.
I shut up I wasn't going to push it too much.
(Oh but I lied) after the walk we hugged each other and said goodbye, but before we stopped hugging I kissed his cheek quickly, faze two accomplished. He looked at me and smiled, before he got pushed away with a crowd of middle school kids. I heard someone say,
"Is that your girl friend?" And I laughed a little.
After school walking over to my bus I found him and said.
"Hey Angelo! Come here." I put my back pack down and took out a drawing I did in art class, it was the Five Nights at Freddy's cupcake (hey I was bored hush) and I wrote my moms phone number on there, I don't have a phone so meh.
I gave it to him and he smiled and said.
"Hey don't say anything about "this" my moms checks my phone and you know I'm not supposed to be dating."
"Yeah yeah al right come here give me a hug."
I hugged him and kissed him on the cheek again. He smiled and he said something I swear I won't forget.
"I love you too." He smiled and walked over to his bus. Which conveniently was my ex's. Well shit. Later on when I got home I was watching Sword Art Online and relaxing. Someone called on my moms phone, I thought nothing of it and let my mom pick it up.
"Yeah she's right here."
FUCK WHAT DID I DO WRONG?!
My mom hands me the phone and I stutter.
"H-h-hello?"
"Hey is this Carmen?" I recognize that voice...
"OH MY GOD you scared me I thought you were like I don't know the police!" I laughed.
"Carmen what did I tell you about smoking weed!" He laughed and I did too, we talked for almost the whole night.
"Carmen." He said.
"Yeah?" I said back.
"Can you keep a secret?"
No shit I can! XD
"Yeah."
"If you don't tell anyone and I mean anyone if we date then-"
"I won't tell anyone I swear..."
"Will you go out with me?" I smiled wide and said.
"Yes!" We were both smiling (Facetime).
Later on in the night he kept saying.
"You know you're hot right?"
Or "you know you're beautiful right?" I was completely honest and said I'm really not. The way how he responded was so calming and made my face feel all weird and my tummy. And all he would say was "yeah." I'd say no and he'd say it again. Uuuuuuuugh wtf are you doinggggggg????? Later on he said he was tired and I was tired too so we went to sleep, I couldn't stop thinking about him and for the first time in a long time. I'd smiled and didn't cry once that night.