Remembering

The unepected

"I um..." His smile that had lit his face a moment ago was gone. Why? Just why couldn't he have let it go?

It seem like every single time I tried to talk to him he would bring this up. " I mean you've ran away from me o"

He leaned across the counter barely four inches from my face. His sparkling green eyes boring into mine. I looked down. The pained look in his eyes was too much to handle.

He's been paying close attention to you, that might mean he likes yo.... I tried to keep the words from forming completely in my mind. 

" Its not  the same when your not around ked" his velvety voice  nothing but a mere whisper. I felt my face heat up. I slid off the stool feeling like a coward I cAlled leana name and pulled my bag back onto my shoulders.

I used to never run away from anyone or any thing and know it seems that's all I ever do.

" I'm sorry mike but I really need to go to the music store before it gets late and I.." " oh come on your not leaving me know  this is what always happens you start to blush and then run away like always" he smirked crossing his arms and leaning back in his stool.

My mouth dropped and my face started to heat up." I do not!!" I exclaimed. Who the hell does he think he is to call me out like that?!!!!!!!

Maybe he called you out like that because it's trueXD

Shut up conscience!!!!!!!!

"Yes you do as soon as you see me  you start to blush admit it"his voice laced with amusement making me wish the ground would swallow me up.

Maybe it's since you make me feel the way I do!!!!!

I looked up at him. He had a broad smile on his face. I felt deep embarrassment  and  horror shoot through me . I stared at him in shock ." I said that out loud didn't I " he nodded still with the stupid grin on his face. I groaned and faced palmed myself. 

I'm such an idiot now he thinks I'm weird or creepy. What if he doesn't like the way I look or like me at all!!!!! He probably doesn't this is so embarassing!!!!!! How could have you been so STUPID!!!!!!!

Calm down he wouldn't have said it wasn't the same without you or would have that groovy grin of his on his face !!!!!!!!;)

"Stupid voice" I muttered I moved my fingers enough to see that he was still staring at me with a smile on his face. He leaned against the counter again. 
LeanA had been uninterested and gone back to the T.V

I sat back on the stool and smashed my face against the polished wood covering my face with my arms.

Hiding me from him and this entire world." Do you like the way I make you feel" he asked. Holy sh#% this must be a freakin joke where's the cameras.
I looked up at him . He was staring at the floor and his arms crossed his cheeks a bit red.
He's blushing? Well that's new.

" I... Er.. Um ... Well it's definitely a good feeling" I stuttered my face on fire. He looked at me with so much intensity I Nearly cringe. " then why do you always run away from me " he asked angrily.

Damn he's bipolar

I shut my eyes in frustration how can I make him understand that I'm scared off something but I don't even know what I'm scared off.  I decided to play it safe even though it would hurt like hell.
" why do you even care?!" I asked with fake anger when I really just wanted to start crying.

His face turned to shock then to embarrassment." I uh...um" he started. I stood up and yelled leana name her face showed annoyance I grabbed her hand and started for the door. He bolted up from the counter and quickly blocked the door with his body.

Dang he's fast.

He had a pleading look on his face that broke my heart. To bad I don't have THAT good of a conscience." If you don't get ou-"  "please! Just listen why the hell are you being so difficult for!! I care because your so freaking impossible because your weird!!! " he bursted
the words out like he couldn't  stand a second more without saying them.

I stared at him as anger started to corse through me. I am an idiot. His perfect mouth hung open as he realized what he  had said. I pushed past him not wanting to look at him anymore.