*WARNING SAD (DEPRESSTION)*
*Nashs P.OV.*
Hey ,im Nash and right now im in my apartment, that I share with my bestfriend, Cameron .
We are just about to film , a video of us responding to hate.
I didnt want to do it at first ,but Cam convinced me to do it,he said it would be fun...
"Yo , Nash come on !" Cam yelled from the living room downstairs.
I threw on a hoodie and ran downstairs, everthing was set up and ready to go.
"Finally lets do this!!"Cam yelled
I sat down on my chair while cam started the camera.
He sat next to me and grabbed his laptop.
He gave a look ,that I can start.
(A/N I'll Make A little different From the Orginal Video)
"This Is A New Look For me, Big Gray Sweat Shirts."
"Whats Up Everyone Im Nash Grier,And Im here With Cameron Dallas" I said That as I hit His Leg.
"I Know The Setting Is Differnt, This Is Our New Apartment, Expect a Apartment video from one of us."
"Today, Sadly we are going to read Hate comments.How Great." I Said Sadly
"Buts lets just jump right in and get started."I Said
"Douchbag Overload" Cameron Read out load.
It Hurts but I didnt show it.
"Thank You Noah." I Said and Cam laughed
"I am not kidding kill yourslef. Go drink everything under the sinK" Cam Read out.
But It didnt sound like he was reading a comment ,it sounded like he acually wanted me to do it.
I felt the tears in my eyes. Maybe He does want me to do it. Im a worthless pieces of shit anyway.
I Looked down at the floor and Cam Asked "Hey Are You Okay?"
"Yeah lets just continue." I blinked away the tears.
"Okay.." Cam siad
"Whats the next name?" I asked
"Beautiful Tragedy" Cam Answered
"Sorry to ask but are Nash and Cam a Thing? ive been stalking them for quite a whle now and it seems thay have a lot of sexual tension between each other pleace tell me im just delusional cause I hope not.." Cam read out
"Do We have sexual tension?" I asked him studdering a little bit
"Its Awkward now,Like weird as hell."Cam answerd.
"She just Made it really awkward now." I said
"Yeah...." Cam answerd me slowly.
Just end the video ,NOW!!!
"Alright Guys thats its for this weeks video,Make Sure you subscribe to be notified,When My videos are uploaded,Im posting A new one next week." I said moving around in my chair,trying to act normal.
"Our Social Media is below, Check out our website,Merch is out now!" I kicked my leg out
*Burp* *burp* "Thats so discusting !" i chuckled.
"Check Out his video at the end of this video,There will be a little box,so click that." I waved my hands around.
Cam started to make werid noices and so i started to.
I Got up and turned off the camera. And said bye to Cam quickly and went upstairs.
I closed my door and laid down on my bed. I let out a breath I didnt know I was holding.
No one cares about me,I could just end it now,and no one would even notice.
What about Sky? How About Hayes?? Or Will??
Sky wouldnt remember,Hayes and Will Get Over It.
Yeah Hes RIght He Should Just Do It!! Cameron Even Said To Do It
No He didnt !! He Just Read That Dumbasses Comment !! Dont Do It You Have SO Much To Live For!!
Thats not how it sounded, he doesnt want me , not even as a friend an-
"Nash, Whats Wrong?" Cam interupted my thoughts.
"A-all Those c-c-coments . I-I K-knew W-we S-S-shouldn't Of d-done t-that video. I-I-It sounded l-l-l-like y-y-you w-w-w-wanted m-m-me to k-k-kill m-myself."I started to bawl out my eyes.
"W-what ?!? Nash no! I dont want you to kill yourself ! I love you so so much! Im so sorry i made you do that video . Im so stupid for putting you through that." Cam said hugging me.
"You love me ?" I wispered gently.
He said he loved me, probably like a brother or friend but still he loves me..
"Yeah.. Nash I wanted to tell you this for a long ass time, but anyway. Nash I'm in love with you. I love the way your eyes shine when the sun hits them. I love your smile ,I love your laugh . I love the funny faces you make on your snapchat. I love your reaction when you meet every fan. I just love you so much it hurts." Cam confessed .
Holy shit... he stared in to my eyes.
I lose all control and smash my lips on to his.
He kissed me back immediately. All these feelings go through my body.
We separated from the kiss and I sayed
"Im in love with you Cameron Dallas " we both had the most biggest smiles on our faces.
He then kissed me again.
Hey hope you enjoyed this one shot. I flet depressed thats why this one shot is sad af. But it ended well so thats good!
Request are open !! I have major writes block right now! Message me the ship you want and the theme of a story and i can give you a shot out if you want!!
~ Stay sassy ~
