Day 2

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So today was pretty good. I went to school and then hung out with my friend Hope at the library after school. While I was there we got yelled at by a police officer because some kid we didn't even know got I trouble and blamed it on us. So that kinda sucked but after that I went home and did my homework. My mom told me dinner was ready and that we were having Mac and cheese with apple sauce, as usual I told her I wasn't hungry and that I got food after school. If you're wondering why I don't usually eat dinner it's because when I eat I feel bad about it, like I shouldn't have eaten whatever it was I ate. It's like I feel guilty because I ate it. After "dinner" I went and got in the shower. While I was in the shower I looked down at my arms and saw all my scars from when I self harmed. So far I'm over 18 months clean which is amazing because when I was self harmed I thought I was never going to stop. Well I have to go to bed but I'll write some more I here tomorrow!
       -girl underwater

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