Wilkinson Lil Mama

Chapter36:Don't Let Go....

(A/N;This has selfharming and suicidal thoughts and thing likes that.Please don't self harm! If you ever need someone I'm here for you Dm anytime ily)

/2 months later-March 1/
Nikkis pov ;
this past 2 months have been a little wierd Cody is acting strange he doesn't even come out of his room anymore I'm worried about him maybe something going on he's not telling me I don't know what to do but me and Skate are good. I don't really worried about Cody anyways moving on with the story I woke up feeling kind of nauseous so I'm going to throw up and shower and all that jazzy stuff next I straighten my hair did my make up and just put on the outfit I found which will be above btw.next thing I knew it my phones ringing it's Cody's mom I get worried I have verified my stomach answer and say hello she responds help help I don't know I don't know help help. I'm very confused at this point and I don't know help me please come over now like ASAP she say's in a sad and worried tone I could hardly understand her but I just I just responded with OK and I dropped everything I was doing and took off to Cody's house
Without any questions I walk to the front front door and ran to codys mom who was crying. Cody help him please I can't do nothing about it help and please help him she said crying in tears I quickly went to Cody's room and unlocked with the key I had of his  I saw what I had saw And oh did i regret itI regret regret it going in I never wanted to See and pills in his hand with cuts all over his hand with the rope around his neck I quickly drop the pills from his hand and untied his back he wasn't dead you still live the about if you should do it or not I quickly hugged him and said why why I didn't want him to ever leave me here is my childhood best friend and I wouldn't want him to change I would have killed myself with them he had died hello what I would have done but he just responded my life and I quickly with responded sorry. I took him to his restroom and clean him up. We cry together for about half an hour until he finally told me the whole. story about why he tried to kill himself after her the story I bursts into more tears.he said he regrets ever trying to reset he also said that he's sorry and I totally forgive them quickly because I mean I love him and I wouldn't live without him after that I see with him for a few more hours and then I left home to ski in the rest the crew worried sick about me since I didn't tell them I was leaving I can explain the whole stores them While crying a little and they totally understand and they said that they would go talk to Cody about it in a while . Skate has going to really close to Cody and so have the rest of the guys n girls there close to them sinc introduce them so they actually really really care about him and I am so thankful for that so yeah the rest the day went on I need the few hours we had a left of it since I woke up late and we ate pizza watch the few movies and went to bed that's about it

/next day/
I got off of the head and did my usually morning routine and after a breakfast I watch some Netflix because I need to catch up on oranges is the new black.
If you hours later the rest of the guys came down which probably means they slept over.No shit right? So anyways moving on after we ate breakfast will the guys and the girls are still sleeping but weird but OK and and move the guys decided to go to studio and I had to say home cuz the girls like OK whatever and bye-bye and and they left so I decided just to chill and watch some movies so I did that for a couple of hours which is like three hours I watched three movies and like probably three hours later the guy came back the girls are already awake watch a movie with me and eating popcorn and pizza and ways that happened skate wanted to take me out like tomorrow I responded with a simple OK and it was probably already 12 so we did a movie marothonthat's what we should be do .as soon as the second movie started I was out cold.

A/N;
So hey guys it's Dezzy like no shit anyways it's my birthday just kidding will probably when you're reading reading my birthday is on Monday which is November 9 happy birthday happy early birthday doll an ways Hiiiii and now bye Lol😊~Dezzy