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Seven.

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The names of the people are changed so that nobody has to feel addressed! :) 

Hey y'all! :D

OMG I CUT MYSELF.

Don't freak out, it's just my thumb. It happened by a cheeseknife. Yes.

So I am writing this, sitting outside, enjoying the beautiful weather! It's Saturday and 25 (or something like that) degrees. Perfect! So to get to the point, remember my last blog? I wrote about Max maybe liking me and adsfjkl I don't know.. Well hear this.

It was Wednesday and we had Music class... (We have to sing Summer Nights by Grease, Lucky for me, I can play the electric guitar and so I don't have to sing). Mister Harries said that he wasn't going to say anything, so we just can grab our things we needed and practice the song. So I stood up, grabbed a guitar and the equipment and headed for the hallway to play there. Making the guitar ready, I waited for  Kiki to come and play on the piano.. I simply was forgotten to grab a standard for the guitar so I walked back to the class.

When I came back from he class, I saw Jasmyn, Alana and Harvy standing around the piano. I told them that Kiki and I were about to play on the piano in the hallway. Harvy simply said that the piano in the classroom where they were supposed to play is the stage piano, and that it's moved away back to the stage.

And to see from the looks of it, the Final Exams are taken so they couldn't play there.

They Abby came up to say "We are here now..."  1 

"Yes, but Kira and I were he also last week. So practically seen, we may here again." I told them and Jasmyn tried to play miss innocent to say: "Oh but do you need a piano too..?" 

"Yes."

"Oh.. But..-"  2

"Wait, I'll ask Kiki." I said and I walked off, into the classroom and called for her. "Kikiiiii??" She looked up, "Do you need the piano in the hallway?" I asked but she said she's going to play keyboard in our play-thing-y something. Whatever. :)

So I answered to that with a "Okay,, Then I'll grab the guitar and go sit with you." I walked back into the hallway and grabbed the guitar and equipment. Rachelle was standing there too now when I grabbed it and she gave me a cocky look.  3

Me like, Gooooo awaaaay.  How to get me pissed in three tiiiimes.

So I walked back into clas, putting my stuff next to Kiki and playing some tunes. I looked up, because I heard Micheal playing some amazing tunes. That boy can play! To be jealous of. 

So while Kiki and I were practicing, Max and Freddy were doing really weird things. REALLY weird. Too embarresing to write about. You probably know by now. So I looked up when I heard Sean drumming. He's a good drummer. But a loser. Hate him. He thinks he's cool and all. But to get back to the point, Max, Freddy and Mike walked back to the tables in the back of the classroom. So I looked at him and he looked back at me. 

Yes. 

And I looked back to my sheets and guitar and played again a little. After a while I heard Micheal going crazy on the guitar and Sean drumming like a freak, and looked at the boys. They're were doing crazy and weird like always. Max looked at me again at the same time as I looked at him. 

What did I?

I just laughed as a weirdo. About how the boys were doing. Felt shitty that I looked back to my guitar again and pretended I was really studying how to play. But in reality I watched Max from my eye corners. He looked at me again. 

Heart skipped a beat. 

And after class, he asked me how I got that party whistle. Said that my niece had one, stole it, and asked if I could keep it 'cause she grabbed a new one from her bag. ...

But whatever for now...  So  two Fridays agoI had a party from Dana.. It was really fun but it lasted til twelve o'  clock.. So I was home at 0.45 am.. Yeah, my mom was mad.. Dad even more. So I was kinda grounded. It sucked. Really hard. Had to go to bed at 9 pm. The week went to slow.. 

And now I'm invited at Kaitlyn' s birthday.. It's in two weeks. It starts around 9 and ends at 2 pm. So I just talked to my dad, explained the plan Rebel and I had. We decided that to see that it is ended at 2, we could sleep over at Dana's or maybe at Kiki's.. But he said this: "It's nice and all you got everything planned out already, but you're 15, and for a girl at the age of 15, I don't want you to be at a party that ends at 2.. Before you know it lasts longer." 

OMG I HATE WHEN HE DOES THIS. Dammit. 

Sorry really pissed right now.. I am gone now. x Me.

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I look at the message. Damn. Sorry guys, no four kisses.. and a heart. I'm really fucked up right now.. Oh damn. I can't just open my mouth to my dad. 

I look at the house. Since I'm sitting outside.. I don't want to look at his or even my mom's face.. I guess they chatted about it already. This makes me sick. 

I feel my eyes becoming watery. Nownow, don't cry. Crybaby. Fucker. Crybaby. 

Maybe I should just end all of this. 

Maybe I should give my dad a big mouth sometimes. 

Or maybe I am just giving up. Bye life. Bye world.