Living with Niall Horan isn't so bad

Oh course i will (chapter 2)

It was about two o'clock and all the boy except Niall went shopping for food and me and Niall were watching grease and then he asked me "bay do u want to go out with me" I was so happy and speechless "Niall of course I will" at that moment me and Niall were kissing and then Harry walked in and said "what's going on in here?"

"Harry what are you, are the guys with you?" I said with Harry staying at me and Niall. "no its just me I didn't feel like going to the bar so I came back here" Harry said with a confused look on " so what's going on her are you to dating or something and answer truthfully because I really don't care but if you guys are you do no you will have to tell Liam and Louis right"he said giving me and Niall the Harry guilt trip look. "yes Harry me and Niall are dating and yes we will tell Liam and Louis soon ok" I say giving him the please don't say anything look
"Yeah mate please don't say anything in tell were ready to" Niall asked him
"I won't say anything but tell them soon Niall you know I'm not a good
with keeping things from people" he said walking into the other room.

Hours past and it was 11 pm Harry and Liam were asleep. Me , Niall and Louis were watching YouTube videos and Niall and I are cuddling and Louis doesn't ask any questions at all so I thinking he might have guessed we were but I'm not sure and then. "so are you to dating or something because you seem all love gushy?" he ask well look at the tv "yes we are" I said strongly
"Does Liam and Harry know?" he asked us "Harry yes Liam no" Niall said quickly "so who telling him that" Louis said with a bit of a chuckle
"We're not sure why does it matter so much" I asked "get him to tell you not me k night I'm going to bed" and by the time we realized it Louis was in the other room.

"Niall I'm going to bed I'm tired" I said getting off of the couch and then kissing Niall. after we kissed he whispered in my ear "I love you"
I was frozen and then I said "I love you too  night." As I walked away I felt like he was watching me and I turned around and he was then I went to my bunk and feel asleep in with in two minutes. That night I dreamed about me and Niall having a kid together and starting a life together

I woke up by a horn out side of the tour bus, it was 1am everyone was asleep. I got up and looked outside to see we were crossing the boarder.
After that I walked to the lou and went to the bathroom when I was done I look around the lou and I saw the most funniest thing I could find which was condums, I wanted to laugh so hard but I can't because I know I would wake up the boy's. I go back into the bedroom and try to back to sleep but I couldn't so I got up again and watched if I stay. hate way tho the movie I start thinking about my mom and dad and how my mom died and that my dad feels so guilt and then I started crying, I tried to stop but I couldn't and then Louis walked out of the bedroom. "love are you ok why are you crying did something happen?" Louis asked

"No I'm not I can't stop thinking about what happened to my mom and how my dad did it but he didn't mean to and that it was really his friend who did it and I just can't take it" I said with cry in my voice
"Love what happened to your mother and how was your dad involved" he ask confused "a year ago my mom and dad were driving back from my grandparents and my dad was high on drugs but nobody new because he never told anyone and he crashed the car and my mom died and my dad is almost a murder and I can't take it anymore" I said almost yelling then Harry walks in and I quickly whip my tears.

"Hey mates is everything ok?" Harry had asked. "Yeah fine" I said quickly and got up and walk into the bedroom and ended up crying myself to sleep.
That night I had a dream and about my dad hurting me like hitting me but in the dream I was only tiny like three years old and I remember it wasn't a dream my dad Used beat me before and that's when I woke up screaming.

All the boys are looking at me. "love are you ok what happened" Niall asked concertedly "yeah I'm fine just a bad memory from when I was younger" I said we'll getting out of bed
"Do you want to talk about it''he asked
"No I'm ok I just need a hug" said almost crying at that moment Niall put his arms around me and whispered in my ear "it's going to be alright I'm here for you never forget that." I hug him even harder and it felt like nether of us were going to let go not now not ever.

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