One of these days trust me I'll be gone , but not in the way that everybody thinks not in the whole "suicide note" or "Goodbye Cruel world " things I'll just be gone and people will come home from there normal amazing lives and not even notice, but then again that's how life is for me . 16 year old Suzumiya VanRose . I've only been alive for 16 years and I still can't wait for the day I die . For some reason when that day comes the whole world will throw a gigantic party just to celebrate that I'm Dead and yeah sure normal people would be jumping up and down so excited to at least be remembered on the day they die but the party is NOT going to be for remembering but only for the happiness and relief that this killjoy Is finally dead but I guess that's fine I'd rather have a giant celebration happen for my funeral than to be alive . Some people always ask me miya why do you always want to die? well the answer to that is simple . It's because life sucks most of the time.. and it is in fact a very rare moment when I'm actually happy and when those moments do happen It only lasts for like 29 seconds and then I'm back to my normal mood wich is usually just crappy zombie ish kinda mood. also most of the time I don't really show that I'm happy because my happy face is really just my normal face so nobody can really tell I don't show any emotion at all but that's fine because like I said who care because one of these days I WILL BE GONE .
Hai guys so this is a new story tell me what you think any ideas new characters anything lmk in the comments love you creepies . ♡♡
