The Way You Hold Me...

Chapter 2

-Flashback-

Harry really is leaving. He really is. I can't believe it. He's going to be gone in a matter of time. Away. Gone. Out of reach. I just can believe it. Its actually happening. He'll be gone...

We waited at the airport. Just Harry and me, alone. Harry's mum couldn't come because she had to work. I'd take off work to see my son but apparently she doesn't feel the need to. Well, we were talking a lot then.

"I'm going to miss you, D. I really am. You know I don't have to do this," he said to me with sadness in his eyes.

"I know. I'll miss you too but, babe I can't keep you from going to achieve your dream just because I'll miss you to much. Thar just wouldn't be right for me and I would feel to guilty. I promise I'll come and see you!" I said with a tear running down my face. He looked shocked almost. Harry was like a brother. He took care of me and I took care of him! We were inseparable but now, that's gonna have to change.

There was a moment of silence before Harry spoke up,"Do you pinky promise?"

"Yes, I pinky promise." I said with a grin.

"Ugh, its just..." he trailed off, "I love you to much. You have been there for me even when your life was crashing. I feel like by leaving, I won't be able to make it up for you."

"Harry, don't worry about that! What kind of friend would I be if I did things for you to get them back. It doesn't make sense to me. I love you to much for my own good. Maybe this will be good for us so we aren't as inseparable..." I trailed off. That's when the tear came crashing. Harry cuddled closer to me and I leaned my head on his shoulder. He started to sing to me. He knew that when he sung to me, it always calmed me down.

I stopped crying but, my breath was still shaky. I was fine up until...

"ALL ON FOR FLIGHT 302, ABOARD YOU PLANE," came over the loud speaker.

"So I guess this is it, isn't it. We won't be able to see each other anymore." I said as the tear came flowing again.

"Don't you ever say that, D. You know that's not true. I'm going to come back when you are finished with school and take you with me! I promise!" Harry said sadly.

"Pinky promise?" I said with a slight smirk on my face.

"Pinky promise."

"Well, you need to get your fat bum on that plane ASAP, Mister. I love you!" I said with slight sarcasm.

"I will, I will. Once I do this."

Then he kissed me. Right there. I swear I felt people staring. It was the most passionate kiss I think in the world! We moved closer but, then...

"FINAL CALL FOR FLIGHT 302!" came over the stupid loud speaker.

We stopped kissing and just feel into each other's arms.

"I love you, H. I miss you already!" I said crying again.

"I love you too, D. Remember, I will come back for you. I-I-I love you more than anything. Youbare my everything! I have to go now but, I will call you as soon as I get off the plane!" he said with tears in his eyes.

"Okay. Bye babe. I love you so SO much! Be safe!"

"Bye babygirl. You too!" and with that, he gave me a kiss and ran toward the plane.

Man, I was really going to miss him...

-Present Day-

Its only been a month and I have fallen apart. He was my everything. I wasn't eating much, not talking to people unless spoken too, and most of all, depressed. He really was my everything. I never really noticed it until now. I knew I would die if he did but this is different. This is almost worse...