All I want is confidence ...
I need it ...
I want it ...
But I don't have it ...
I see everyone else and there's just me...
The nerd nobody notices ...
I would love confidence ...
But I'm to ugly ...
To smart ...
No ...
I'll have it ...
It's my goal ...
Hi my name is yn yln I am an average 17 year old girl . I have a 18 year old brother named Lucas and he's very popular he's actually captain of the football team , While Im not very popular , I only have two friends Ty and his sister Tay . They're more than my best friends they're family I love them with all my heart .
"Rise and shine big head " My brother Lucas said while jumping on my bed .
"What Lucas ?" I said irritated with him .
"Big head it's time to go to school ." He said trying to pull me .
"Leave me the heck alone man it's 6:30" I said pull back the covers .
"Ok I see ." He said walking out my room .
"Thank god" I mumbled trying to go back to sleep .
Then I felt warm water . Did I pee on myself ? I thought to myself .
"Hahahaha" Lucas laughed like something was funny .
"Man I knew I didn't pee on myself , Lucas I'm going to kill you " I said about to chase him but before I got up he was in his room with the door locked .
"Man"
"What am I going to wear today " I questioned myself
Then Lucas peeped his head in my room and smiled .
"You don't have to worry about that I have your outfit already picked out ." He said as he handed it to me .
It was an all white shirt with gold on the sleeves light blue slightly ripped jeans and some gold and white air Jordan retro 6's
Oh weee my brother got style .
"Lucas " I yelled .
"You got style my brother "
"I know I learned from the best "
"Aye"
"Aye"
This is why I love my brother.
"Now get out "
"Bye"
I did my personal stuff washed my face brushed my teeth and everything else .
I went to my room to lotion myself and put my clothes on.
Downstairs
"Yn" Lucas yelled .
"Yeah" I yelled back walking downstairs
He had almost the exact same thing as me but different jeans .
"Girl you look gawjuss " he said in his most ghetto ever .
I just laughed
"Don't ever do that again " I said
Honk !Honk !Honk !Honk !
"Ynnnnnnnn" I heard someone yell outside .
I walked outside , it was Ty and Tay.
"Heyyy babes" I yelled as Ty ran up to me .
"I missed you fat head "
"Bro it's only been 3 days "
" I know but I missed my best friend "
"Okay"
"Taya boo" I yelled walking towards her.
"Yn bae " she yelled walking to me
"Bae" I yelled
"Baeeeeeee" she yelled back
"Yn why can't I get this much love ?" Ty said feeling salty
"You feel salty Ty Ty ? "
"Nah I'm straight "
"Bro why you lying ?"
"I'm not lyin "
"Okayyyyy"
"Lucas are you ridding with me today ?"
"Yes"
@ School
"Bye yn love you ." Lucas said getting out my car .
"Bye love you too" I said as he walked to his football friends .
I walked into school ready for another day of hell .
"Ms.Yn" I heard my enemy Jayden say
"What" I said irritated
"Bitch don't get smart with me" he said as his friends laughed
I just looked down .
Why does he do this to me ? I thought to myself
Then his girlfriend Destiny walked up to him .
"Hey baby" Destiny said about to eat his face off
"Wassup Des"
"You still mess with this hoe "
"Nah i don't mess with hoes"
I was on the verg of tears that hurt my heart why would someone ever call me a hoe I've never even had a boyfriend.
To be continued ......
I hope you enjoyed this
Papi Moe out ✌🏽️
