Why?? (A Kelly Hyland Fan-Fic) ( ON-HOLD)

CHAPTER 3- KELLYS P.O.V.

WHY?? just why would he leave me. We had such a good relationship. We loved each other. I just can't believe he took Josh with him. I mean I guess I can kinda see why. But why would he hide the fact and not tell me he has been seeing this "Ashley" girl for over a month. I just can't theirs nothing left for me in this world anymore. I DON'T want to talk to no one. No one that is but BROOKE. Yeah I know I have two daughters but right now I only feel like talking to Brooke. I don't know why though. I feel like she's alot older and I know she understands this stuff more. I really don't feel like talking to the moms about it because I know they won't shut up about it but whatever. Paige has not left her room since the day they left all she says is I miss Josh. The thing is Paige and Josh were extremely close. The only thing she comes out for is food and the bathroom. I think Randy and Josh leaving took a huge toll on all of us. I know Brooke is hurt inside but she wont show it to me only Paige. I'm just happy that she is here for me and I know that I have her for anything I need and I know she will take care of everything that needs to be done. I think I am going to homeschool her online this way she is here. I feel like she is the only one I can trust right now. I think I'll tell her to call Christi and see if she can take Paige for a few days this way Paige can get back to school and dance but I'll figure that out later on. All I've done is lay in Brooke's room. I can't go in mine because it reminds me of Randy. I mean I kinda see why he left but why cheat. I mean I know I've been involved with dance but he does the hockey with Josh. I mean I always spend time with him when i get home I just dont get it. WHY oh WHY would he do it to me he said he would love me forever and always and we would always be together. He even got me a necklace that said " forever and always we'll be together" and our wedding rings said " I will love you forever" but I can see that that isn't true. Out of all things he goes and cheats on me and tells me he doesnt want me anymore. I found out the day before he told me by Brooke who heard him talking on the phone. i believed her a little so I told her to take the necklace and hide it. Then I decided to ignore it and wait to see if it was true. Then when he told me the next day i couldnt believe it. i threw the wedding ring at Brooke. I told him to get his crap and GET OUT and that is when I found out that he was taking Josh with him and thats when i told Josh the same thing. I had tears in my eyes at that point and I asked him why he was taking Josh with him and he told me that i didn't care about him I just lost it. I ran into the kitchen and Brooke walked in and saw me sitting their crying and she tried asking me what was wrong i couldn't speak i was lost in words. Thats when she pulled me into her arms. When Paige walked in and tried to talk Paige asked her nicely to please leave the room. I then heard my phone go off and then Brooke grabbed it from my hand. When I asked her who it was from she told me dont worry and that she would be right back and layed my phone on the table and walked out of the kitchen. I then looked at who it was from and it was from josh it read " I hate you you never paid any attention to me all you cared about was Brooke and Paige and their competitions and dance stuff you were never at any of my games or anything. So I'm glad that dad is taking me with him by MOM or not" I started crying again. Then i heard screaming " Josh how could you send that to mom you know she's upset as it is and that message did not help at all why oh why did you say that none of it is true." josh screamed " cause all of it is true and don't you think it hurts me to that this is happened but life goes on and thats what I feel so." "so what" brooke screamed back. then Paige walked over and said stop fighting.Brooke replied " Paige I love you like crazy but after what just happened this is how I need to handle it." Paige " what just happened" Brooke replied " dad and Josh are leaving us." paige went running and locked herself in her room and started to cry. Brooke now back to you Josh" OMFG I can't believe thats how you feel. You know what whatever just pack your stuff and get out DAM!!" Then Brooke walked back into the kitchen I asked her what that was about and she replied their was no reason for that text he sent you. We are all just as mad and upset why would he go and do something as stupid as that text that he knew would upset you even more. All I could do was cry and cry and cry. I did not eat for two days and Brooke started getting worried and would not leave me alone but I didn't care I liked her company

*FLASHBACK*

Mom i heard Brooke call my name so I went to see what she wanted

*their convo*

Brooke: MOM I NEED TO TALK TO YOU

Kelly: whats up Brooke

Brooke: I heard dad talking on the phone saying I love you and can't wait to see you tonite

Kelly: that sounds a little supicious and he has been not home til late lately but it could just be a family member but just incase it isnt take the necklace and hide it

Brooke: okay and i guess but I never hear him say it though

Kelly: just don't worry bout it anymore

*end convo*

the next day

*convo*

Randy: Kelly can I talk to you alone please

Kelly: Yea sure I'll be right their..... Whats up

Randy: I need you to sign these papers

Kelly: Why the FUCK am I signing FUCKING DIVORSE PAPERS AND ADOPTION PAPERS??????????

Randy: I'm in love with another girl and I'm taking Josh

*the kids walk in*

Paige, Brooke, Josh: Is everything okay??????

Kelly(crying): NO everything is not okay

Paige: Mom what's wrong

Kelly( crying): Your father is leaving us and is taking Josh with him

Paige: Goodbye you two I have nothing to say to either of you

Brooke: Paigey even though that was wrong I agree with you I only have ONE thing to say to dad

Randy: What is it

Brooke: WHY WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO MOM EVEN THOUGH IT HURTS ME AND PAIGE IT HURTS MOM EVEN MORE

Randy: I'm sorry i fell in love with another girl so what?

Brooke: I CAN'T BELIEVE THATS ALL YOU HAVE TO SAY

Randy: what do you mean

Brooke: You broke moms heart ARE YOU PROUD OF THAT

Kelly: Brooke just drop it it's fine

Brooke: NO it's not fine he broke our family

( Paige runs up the stairs and locks herself in her bedroom)

Kelly: Randy just get the FUCK out of the housse all of yours and Josh's shit is in your truck

Randy: fine Josh lets go

(they leave and Brooke locks the door then goes to find Kelly)

*Brooke goes up to her bedroom*

Brooke: mom why are you in here

Kelly(crying): my room reminds me too much of dad

Brooke: mom please stop crying

*END FLASHBACK*

I just got a text from Paige but I didn't reply. The text read "Mommy please stop crying and eat something I'm getting really worried about you." I threw my phone acrossed the room at this point i didn't care that the screen cracked. Brooke cam in and said she had removed both Josh and dad from all of our facebook pages and blocked them. Dance moms is still filming so I assumed that Abby told the moms and girls during prymaid that I was sick and that Brooke was taking care of me because my facebook blew up with notifications from fans saying get well soon and hope you feel better. I asked Brooke if she could marry me on facebook because i didn't want anybody suspecting anything.

( A/N LISTEN TO THE SONG CRY WHILE READING THIS CHAPTER IT REALLY SHOWS THE EMTIONS)