In Love With An Evo ( A Heroes Reborn Trad FanFic)

Chapter 6

    Tommy and I lay on his bed together a week after everything and turn Netflix on on his laptop. I pull him close to me and he lays his head on my shoulder and plays a random movie.

    My mind is still racing from what he had said. I still can't wrap my brain around everything that had happened. It feels like everything is happening so fast. It has been a full week since and this is the first time we've officially hung out. He's been busy taking care if his mom after she got home. But every time he texts me, which is pretty much all the time thank God, my heart always kind of like flutters. But in a manly way. Man flutters. Yeah.

    Is this even real? I look at his face while he's watching the movie and smile, I really hope this isn't a dream. I reach over and pinch my arm. Owe okay yup this is real.

    Tommy up looks at me and gives me a questioning look. "What are you doing?"

"What? I was making sure this is real, this just seems too good to be true." I smile down at him and he blushes. He turns his head and focuses back on the movie and I lightly play with his hair.

   I'm still hurt that him and Emily kissed in Paris, but I understand that he's confused. Hell, I'm confused. I know I have to break up with Emily but I don't know how... I mean we've been together since Freshman year, and in school we're the 'it' couple. I don't know if I can do it.

    I look down at Tommy again and I know I can do it. Breaking up with Emily will mean that Tommy will be mine and that's all I want.

    Wait...does Tommy want our relationship to be a secret? Does he want us to pretend to be friends in front of people but be a couple behind closed doors?

    Tommy closes the laptop and looks up at me, "You're not paying attention, are you?" He asks.

"What? Oh. No, sorry. I'm just thinking."

"About what?" He puts his chin on my chest and looks up at me with those big beautiful eyes.

"Us. You. Me. Our relationship. I mean if there's even a relationship here. Yeah we've told each other how we feel, we've made out, a lot, and now we just Netflix and Chilled in a totally appropriate way. But what are we Tommy? Are we together or just messing around? And if we are together are we keeping it a secret or going public? I need answers baby." Tommy just looks up at me amused and smiles. That's a good sign right? I mean there aren't a lot of instances where smiling has led to bad news, right?

    Tommy sits up and sits cross-legged right beside me and I sit up with my back against the head board. "Yeah... I mean I think there's a relationship between us, or at least I want one, and if there is I wouldn't want to hide it. I've lived my entire life hiding my true self from the world, I don't want to hide you. But what about you? Wouldn't your reputation be ruined if people find out your with a guy, especially a stupid unimportant nobody like me?" He looks down and starts playing with his hands. He really cares about what people think of me? That's so sweet but incredibly pointless. I really don't give a fuck what people think of me.

    I take my hand and grab one of his, interlacing our fingers, and use my other hand to grab his chin and bring his face up towards mine.

"Baby you are not a stupid unimportant nobody. You are so smart and sweet and amazing, anybody would be lucky to have you as their boyfriend. But sadly everyone is out of luck 'cuz you are mine," I look him right in the eyes to show him I mean everything I'm saying. His cheeks turn red and he tries to look away but I don't let him. He's going to know that everything I'm about to say is true, "I don't care what anybody else thinks about me, as long as you think good of me I'm happy. Besides, it's not like anybody is gonna be that surprised. Apparently I've obviously been into you for a while, at least that's what Peter said when he came over earlier. And hell, we even have two fangirls already. Baby all I really need is you." He put both hands on the sides of my face and leans in to kiss me. His lips move gently against mine in a sweet kiss. This was different from our other kisses. Before they were rough, passionate, and lust filled. But this is the total opposite. I pull him closer onto my lap and deepen the kiss. I could do this forever. When I'm kissing him it feels like everything is right in the world, like nothing can touch us.