Miss Me?

Chapter 6

Alexia's POV

I could feel my eyes turning red with rage. I closed my eyes and calmed down. Once I was sure that I was calm I opened my eyes and walked to my closet.

I chose a red,white and black sweater with black skinny jeans and combat boots. I added a black scarf, gold watch, a cream side purse, black bracket and gold skull earrings.

After I got dressed I went into my bathroom, still ignoring Claire's presence. I took my hair out of the ponytail and slightly curled it.

I added clear lipgloss, blush and mascara. I walked into my bedroom and went straight towards my desk. I grabbed my Victoria's Secret perfume and sprayed it a couple of times.

"You can't ignore me forever" I heard Claire say behind me. This bitch.

"I actually can. But we both see how that's working out." I said harshly.

"I want to apologize." She said softly.

Once she said that I turned to look at her like she grew a head out of her ass. I actually got to see what she looked like. Her soft blue eyes held no emotion. Her dirty blonde hair reached her shoulders. She looked like she hasn't slept in days. Her simple sweatshirt and skinny jeans were wrinkled.

"Apologize. You think I want a FUCKING APOLOGY?!!" I asked her.

"Yes. We shouldn't have done that." She said looking me in my eyes.

" I DON'T WANT A FUCKING APOLOGY! MAYBE BACK THEN I WOULD HAVE WANTED ONE BUT NOW? HELL NO! IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY FOR FUCKS SAKE! DID YOU KNOW THAT AFTER YOU AND YOUR STUPID FRIENDS BEAT ME I WAS ON THE BRINK OF DEATH! AFTER YOU ALL LEFT ME THERE FOR DEAD MY DAD'S BETA FOUND ME HALF DEAD AND BARLEY CONCIOUS! I COULD HAVE LOST MY LIFE THAT NIGHT ALL BECAUSE YOU WERE A SELF CENTERED BITCH WHO DECIDED TO BETRAY YOUR BEST FRIED BY ALMOST KILLING HER! I HAD TO USE MY ALPHA COMMAND ON MY DAD'S BETA FOR HIM NOT TO SAY ANYTHING! I DIDN'T EVEN TELL THE BETA THAT HIS SON WAS ONE OF THE PEOPLE WHO BEAT ME ALONG WITH YOU AND YOUR PETTY FRIENDS! I LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME BACK THEN BUT NOW! HELL NO AND YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS CAN GO TO THE DARKEST PITS OF HELL AND I MIGHT SEE YOU THERE ONE DAY!" I said furiously.

I didn't realize how loud I was being until I looked at my bedroom door. There standing in my door frame was Alexander, Lucas, my Mom, Dad, Beta Oliver and some pack members. Some looked sad while others looked like they were ready to rip Claire's head off.

I sighed and walked towards the door until I was standing in front of my family and pack members. I'm pretty sure I looked ready to kill but I didn't care.

"Are we going to stand here all day or go to your office and have a discussion like planned?" I asked my dad as calmly as possible, knowing that I was anything but calm. That seemed to snap him out of his daze.

"Uhmm.... Yea sure follow me. Everyone else go back to what you were doing." He said.

Everyone silently listened, soon we were all sitting inside of my father's office. By 'we' I mean Alexander, mom, Lucas, Claire, Beta Oliver, and myself. We were all silent and it was getting annoying. I rolled my eyes and asked,

"So is anyone going to start talking or should I?" I questioned irritated.

"This is about you, Alexia." My father said cautiously as if I was going to attack him at any moment.

"What about me?" I asked confused but they didn't know that because I kept my face blank.

"Did you have a good life in the BlueMoon pack?" He said slowly.

"No." I said bluntly.

"What happened?" He asked worriedly.

"Bullying." I said keeping my answers short.

"Okay... Did you meet your mate there?" My mom asked excidedly.

"Yes" I said

"Why aren't you together?" Oliver asked confused.

"He rejected me" I said calmly.

"WHAT?" They all yelled outraged.

" He. Rejected. Me." I said slowly as if I was talking to a young child.

"Aren't you hurting?" Claire said with pity in her eyes.

"No." I said rolling my eyes.

"Why not?" Alexander said.

"Why would I be?" I asked him bored.

"You're a girl, your supposed to be crying in bed with a gallon of ice cream and sad movies." After he said that I was furious.

"Are you implying that just because I'm a female I don't know how to control my emotions and move on with life?" I asked deadly but calm. My voice could send a grown man running for the hills. He visibly paled and said,

"Yes" I just nodded and asked,

"Have you found your mate?" He just nodded still scared.

"Lucy Brand" He said quietly. I nodded and said,

"Did you mark her?"

"Yea" he whispered with a small smile.

"What if rouges came and took her away from you. You have to live with the fact that you will never be able to have her by your side. What is she escaped and moved on while you felt every time she was being unfaithful to you. You would feel her being marked by someone else while your still crying yourself to sleep every night.Tell me what would you do if you knew that you could never be with her again, to watch her be happy with another man that isn't you?" I asked him calmly,

The thought alone had tears In his eyes.

"I would probably cry day and night while watching her happy with another man. I would feel like another part of me is missing." He said looking down.

"Did you know that when your mate is unfaithful it feels like someone is ripping your heart out of your chest and stabbing it repeatedly with a silver knife laced with wolfsbane while being stomped by your mates shoes. What would you do when that happened?" I asked him

"I might try to commit suicide, the pain would be too much." He said with a wince at the end.

"You know my mate's a man whore so how do you think I feel? The boy gets a new lay everyday while I suffer the pain." I said while everyone else stayed silent.

"Do you still think I can't handle my emotions? He's having sex right now but you don't see me crying in bed. I'm simply ignoring the pain" I said to him and then turned to the shocked faces of my family. I cleared my throat and said

"Can we move on to the next topic?"

"Yea.. What did you mean when you were yelling at Claire here?" My dad asked.

"I meant everything I said." I told him truthfully.

"Alexia, Ever since you left Claire has been nothing but nice. Why would you lie about such a thing?" My dad bellowed. That voice would have scared me when I was younger but now, it simply annoys me.

"So now you think I'm a lier?" I asked not bothered to hide my amusement.

"Yes I do and so does everyone else" he responded seriously.

"Okay. I'm not going to deny it because you won't believe me anyways" With that said I walked out of the room.
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