Rose (Short Story)

Chapter 2

After so many days. Me ang Jongin became closer. I don't know why but I feel so comfortable whis cause us to be inseperable. When time comes, he is starting to be distant to me. When I call him, he won't answer but if he will, he'll just answer "Call me later, Minah~". Ofcourse, I won't lie to you that I feel a little pain in my heart

One day, when Im walking to go in my room. I saw Jongin with anlther girl they look happy with each other . Is this the reason why he can't answer my call? Why he can't reply my texts? Why he can't talk to me? Yes, I dont have a reason to be jealous. It was slapped to my face that HE IS NOT MINE. He is just my friend. My only ONE friend. The friend that forgot my birthday today.

Will I celebrate it alone again? It makes me wanna cry a river just thinking that Ill be alone again. #FOREVERALONE. As I entered the room, I automatically bow down my head to prevent my classmates from critisizing me again. When I arrive at my seat, I get my earphones and put in my ears and make it in the max volume. EXO's Growl english version blast in my iPod.
(NP: Growl by EXO eng. ver)

"You better stop provoking me now
You better leave now
Bpy when you were close to me,
I get flustered
Baby, I cant breath
Boy when you smile at me
As if youralso drawn into me."

That song best describe my feeling for him.
The first time I saw him in the school park itmade my heart flusttered. As he says those sweet things, the way he cares and talks to me it feels like he is also drawn into me. While, I am still zoning out, I saw Jong In sat beside me. Well, thats his seat. I cant do nothing about that since yhat is his place. I debated with myself if Im going to talk to him or not, but minutes pass or so. I decided to just keep my mouth shut and just take anap while waiting for the teacher.
"Aren't you just going to take a nap their and do not to talk to your bestfriend?" Oh~ right, BESTFRIEND, just that.
"Im tired Jong In." I said still not looking at him.
"But I miss talking to you Minah~" he talk back.
"But its not mutual Jong In." I answered without emotion.
"Stop being like this Minah, stop being cold as if
You don't care to me " he said grabbing my hands.
"Oh? After four days on not answering my calls and text even if a sing 'HI' I did'nt receive, then your saying to me to stop acting COLD ? For goodness sake Jong In, please think " I said getting my bag as I head outside the room.
"Hey Fine! My fault. Im sorry, okay? I was just busy."he answered following me.
"Yeah!! You were busy...OF WHAT?!"
I didnt wait for his answer instead I ran outside the school campus and grab a taxi for me to go home. As I arrive in my apartment, I automatically go to my room and lock myself there. I am not going to cry, Im tired of crying t feels like my eyes getting deserted, no available water will flow. I just hate the feeling of beimg lonely. It just reminds me of being left by my own family.

As I was gazing oustside my window. I saw a cutter beside the window pane. How I miss cutting my foreskin when Im hurt deeply. How I miss laccerating mu body. How I miss using rope in killing myself but end up failing. All of those things change when he came into my life, he stopped me from commiting suicide everytime I do it. Thats the thing about him, he just change my dark gloomy pathetic lifeinto light cozy life. My thoghts were cut off when my phone vibrates from my pocket. I received a text from Jong in

*beeps
From: Jong In
9:49 am
~Minah, please talk to me! Stop being a dumbass.~

Oh? So I was a dumbass then? Thats so nice of you Jong In.

To:Jong In
9:50 am
~So mice of you Jong In. Calling your bestfriend dumbass.~

I send my message to him and wait for his goddamn reply.

10 minutes had passed nut still no Jong In beep my phone. But a vibrate caught me up. I thought it was him.

*beeps
1 message receive.

To be continued...