CHAPTER ONE
Why did he said he loved me and when I said I loved him back he would say "I know" at first I thought it was a simple thing of you having to big of an ego, and I found that attractive. (Of course I was wrong).
I am known as akward or "emo" to be more specific and I have more problems in my life than I show in my face and no one can tell. I dress differently than everyone and I got mad drawing skills.
My friends are also classified as the akward weird kids and they make me feel normal. I know I'm different. I thought that was something that turned him on, and again I was wrong.
I been in this same hell hole for two years. This year I want new beginings not worrying about what people think of me. I had a friend who was what anyone here would call normal. She was not akward or weird but she acted just like one of us. She was cool.
Anyway I saw this guy his name was Dustin and man did he look good. He had the same lunch period as me and he begin sitting at my table. The more he sat there the more I wanted him. Then we became friends. Remember my friend that was normal, yeah she introduced me and she didn't even sit at my table. Told you she was cool.
We got closer and closer and one day we started dating. Everyone wasn't to surprised because he is a good guy and I'm the type of girl that stays off of everyone else's radar. We had been dating for many months and he was really sweet.
We would always talk about life and had no plan to break up any time soon. Then one day he invited me over to his house to just chill, but things got a lot more complicated than that.
One thing lead to another and next thing I know he is INSIDE ME. I felt a sense of need and compassion all into one as I never once before this moment say "I love you" and here we are. He told his little brother in which he tells everything and he swore not to tell his mom EVER.
When we told our friends they totally freaked out and were mad at us because of it, but we didn't care. We both enjoyed our selves and we and were not ashamed at all.
When I told my normal friend, who by the way name is Angela, she was more shocked than anything because her logic was "If that's what you wanted to do, that's your choice and your life, I have no right to contradict that." I wish all my friends thought like Angela.
(chapter two is not too far behind!)
