September 29, 1959 (9:01 PM)

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The bullying keeps getting worse.
I mean, I was bullied a lot before, but now it's WORSE.... I don't know....

They constantly insult me, which is not new, but now the bullying is getting physical. They push me, shove me, kick me, and steal my stuff. Also, the verbal bullying is a lot worse now.... Before school even started, I was told to go kill myself.... I am above all that crap, though, so I will just do my best to ignore it. I can't let it get to me. I'd like to think that I'm better than that.

Today, I stood up for Lucifer when they were picking on him. Daemon threw a black crayon at him,, yelled "nigger", and ran. Again, like always, I told him off, along with everyone else who picks on him. He doesn't deserve that kind of treatment. He's actually a really good kid.

I'll admit, I kinda 'like' Lucifer.... I mean, he's really nice, and good-looking, and smart.... But, society would never approve of us together.... He's black, and I'm white.... I don't see why it matters.... Why can't there be an agreement, an in-between, no racism???? Why can't there be grey???? Why does it matter???? 


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