yoongi's demons | yoonmin

the beginning

jimin always noticed yoongi. even before they were chosen to be a group called bangtan boys.

not in a bad way like everyone else, but in a curious way.

he was always curious about why he was so broken and why he never stood his ground.

even in fights. whenever the opponent would punch him, he didn't react.

he didn't say anything.

he just stood there and gave them access to treat him like a rag doll.

jimin saw everyone cut every connection with him. in person and on social media. except for him and the other members. but jimin knew that they were also on the verge of forgetting yoongi as well.

whenever he looked onto yoongi's account, he would barely have likes or followers but apparently, according to yoongi's post on instagram a few days ago, he didn't care.

the last picture he posted was of a pill bottle, still full to the brim.

his caption wasn't what he expected.

yoongi.min: happy now?

when he read the comments, jimin was disgusted. they encouraged him to end his life. they tried to kill him.

and they did.

the few weeks that yoongi didn't come to school were very peaceful. there were little to no fights and the bullies moved on to other people.

"where's min yoongi?" people would ask but the replies were either shrugs or insults about him.

it made jimin's blood boil.

they didn't even care that they forced yoongi to die. they didn't know why his parents disowned him. they read the story all wrong and the outcome wasn't how it was supposed to be like.

yoongi told jimin and only jimin that his parents couldn't cope with a baby so suddenly and they were also struggling financially. his girlfriend left him because she didn't think she could handle the stress of a long distance relationship since she was moving to america to do what she loved. but his friends, they all left him because of all these fucking rumors floating around, and they didn't even bother to listen to the victim's side of the story.

it was true yoongi was kicked out of bangtan. our manager thought that he didn't want to be a part of this group because he was always so calm and neutral during every situation when jimin knew that he was overloaded with joy or drowning in pain. manager-nim thought he was always right, thought that the decisions he made wouldn't hurt anybody.

but it hurt yoongi.

so much.

before all of this shit, yoongi was happy.

he didn't seem like it but he was happy.

and now, he's six-feet underground.

the principle held an assembly to honour the death of min yoongi. he said he was a strong and brave student.

jimin knew that.

the principle said that he should've worked harder and stopped doing whatever was hip with the teenagers.

jimin knew that yoongi worked as hard as he could. in fact, he even worked for a whole week with a minimal amount of food and water, being sent to the hospital later on when he fainted.

the principle said that he was glad everyone was there to support him and his family in their darkest moment.

jimin knew that every student was lying to the principle's face, but that old hag was too stupid to notice it.

jimin knew that this wasn't the darkest moment in yoongi's life.

in fact, it was the happiest.

jimin wondered if his memories with yoongi were any of his happy memories. he wanted to ask yoongi himself but he was dead.

and dead people can't talk.