One big family

Mackenzie Olivia Carisi

It's been about 5 months since our baby girl was born.
Should we have another one to play with Kenzie?
Soon I was jolted from my thoughts when I heard Mackenzie whining
I got up and lifted her out of her crib
She smiled with her teeth less grin when she saw me
"Hi baby girl lets go see daddy"
We walked into the living room were Carisi was watching tv
"Hi Lovely ladies"
Kenzie  squealed when she saw her daddy
I put her don on her daddy's lap and suddenly felt sick
I walked to the bathroom and sat by the wall for a minute
Then I gagged and vomited into the toilet
Carisi came running into the bathroom with a happy baby on his hip
"Amanda are you okay?"
"Yes I'm fine just a bad burrito"
Could she be pregnant?
She didn't know but was scared to find out
It was probably just sickness
After all she wasn't feeling pregnant
She then walked out and drank some cider before sitting on the couch with Carisi and Kenzie
"Hi guys"
"Hey Amanda are you okay?" Carisi asks
"Ya I'm fine just not feeling great"
Knock knock
I get up and see Olivia and Fin at the door
"Hey guys what are you doing here?"
"We came to see you"
The squad happily sat together on the couch and was having a good time when baby Kenzie started to wail
"Oh Come here you little princess" I said picking her up
"Here I'll help you with her" Liv said
We walked upstairs and put the now sleepy little ban in her crib
I smiled before going pale
"Rollins?" Olivia asked noticing this
I felt like I was going to be sick
"Excuse me" was what I managed before rushing to the bathroom
I threw up again for the second time this morning
Olivia rushed in and held my hair while I vomited and dry heaved
She filled a small glass of water up me held it for me to drink
I winced at the sight of water and dry heaved again.
"Come on Rollins I know it hurts and I know you don't want anything but you have too for your baby!"
I looked at her with surprise while I sat on the wall with her
She handed me the water before saying " I saw the test"
"Oh" I managed before breaking into tears
"Shshhsh Rollins what's wrong you have another baby growing inside you?"
It's just we already have our daughter and she is only 5 months by the time I have another baby she will be 14 months"
"Which is a year and 2 months"
"It's just that they are so close how can I do this with Carisi"
"Rollins look at me  tell him and then he will be overjoyed"
I smiled and we went downstairs after checking on Baby Olivia who was fast asleep
"Hey ladies what's up?"
"Carisi guess what?"
"I'm pregnant again..."
"Oh my god Amanda that's great now Livi can have a baby sibling to play with"
"So you aren't mad?"
"No" Carisi said with tears in his eyes
"Bye guys" I  said as the squad left later
With that I collapsed on the couch
"So Rollins we are gonna have another baby?"
I looked at him
"Yes we are"
Carisi started to cry happy tears
Then he leaned over and put his hands on my belly
"Hi little baby" it's your daddy and your mommy and We are very glad to have you
"I love you" I said to Carisi
He sat up gave me a kiss on the cheek and said..
"Amanda Mackenzie Grace Rollins I love you with all my heart and I promise to never leave you"
"I will never leave you either Sonny Alexander Carisi"
We smiled and went to bed seeing that Kenzie was sleeping soundly
"Okay Rollins how many weeks are you?"
"I know for sure because it's Sunday I am just at five weeks"
"I also scheduled an appointment tomorrow to see if the baby is healthy"
"Can I come?" Carisi questioned
I laughed at him
"Of course you can"
Next day
"Amanda Rollins?"
I looked up from my magazine and saw the nurse calling my name
Carisi and I walked into the exam room and the nurse left so I could get changed.
"Carisi will you help me?" I asked gesturing to the buttons on my shirt in the back
He smiled and nodded helping me
I put the gown on and hopped on the table.
I lay back anxiously waiting what's coming
"okay Mrs. Rollins lets get started" The nurse said walking in

Carisi was holding my hand just excited as I was. "You okay Honey?" I asked, "ya just hope everything is okay". I nodded and faced the screen. "Congratulations you are at 10 weeks and you are carrying twins!"  I beamed with Joy

The nurse cleaned me up and I got dressed and ready to go
"You ready family?" Carisi joked "yes just about"