Dream come true

Chapter 33

Louis's p.o.v

I really don't like that Connor guy and I never have since I layed eyes on him. Even before that actually. Anyway He keeps taking rocky away from me. She's canceling all are plans just so she can hang with him. I know there going out and everything but that doesn't mean she can ditch her best friend. She still has time for her friends at school and her family and also the lads but not me. How? Why? I've kept this in me but if it keeps happening what's going to happen? We are going to end up falling apart and growing apart like her and jake and I don't want that to happen. But it will if we don't talk or hang out. The boys and her family find it cute that she has someone and that she's abit distant since she's happy but i dont find it cute. I spent every frikken day with rocky and she's ditched me for that blondy.

"HEY GUYS I'M GOING ROUND CONNORS FOR DINNER" rocky shouted walking down the stairs. She was dressed nice in a marroon dress that is just above the knees. She looks beautiful. She's wearing high heel ankle boots. Absolutely stunning. But Wait i thought me and her were having a movie night. Just us two. Obviously not. Here's my proof. She appeared at the living room door.
"Aw that's nice tell Connor i say hi for me" niall said following down the stairs behind her. Everyone else just smiled and nodded. Why does everyone like him but me. Even harry likes him with rocky and he fancies her which I don't get. I'd be jealous to be honest but no. I got up from the sofa and went to her in the hallway and shut the door so no one could hear us or see us.

"Rocky I thought we were having a movie night tonight just us two" she looked up at me with wide eyes
"Oh my god louis I'm so sorry I totally forgot...we can do it tomorrow night i promise"
"NO ROCKY" i shouted. I told you I'd loose it and go crazy. She looked abit taken back but she needs to know that she keeps blowing me off.
"what why?"
"rocky you know perfectly well why....you always blow me off to be with Connor....since when did I become a third wheel and I'm suppost to be your best mate and I made it perfectly clear that you would always be number 1 to me..but no its a different story to you" i shouted but not loud enough for the people in the next room to hear.
"you are not a third wheel at all...I can't think of anytimes that I've blew you off" is she being serious?
"where do I start....you completely blanked me at the bonfire when connor turned up....the first thing you said to me after kims was to take you to connors...do I look like a taxi service?...you canceled are cinema plan....you always cancel are movie nights and your always on the phone to him when I'm around i mean what am I suppost to do with you?"
"I don't know....I'm sorry but he is my boyfriend"
"and I'm your best friend....does that mot mean anything to you?" i snapped.
"you mean the fucking world to me louis...more than you will ever know" she snapped back at me
"I don't think so...you have a funny way of showing it....you hardly show me how much you care for me....you obsess over the lads but not me and you constantly dissappear in your room when your angry instead of sorting stuff out and yo-"
"I'M SEEING A DOCTOR ABOUT THAT LOUIS SO STOP USING THEM AGAINST ME" she shouted. I'm pretty sure everyone heard that. She's seeing a doctor and didn't tell me.
"w-what?" i asked shocked. I seem so cruel now. If only I knew. She could of told me. But it's probably not that easy.
"YOU HEARD ME....LAUGH ALL YOU WANT" she shouted again at me. She went to go open the front door but i stopped her with grabbing both of her wrists and pulling her to turn round so she was face to face with me and she was inches away from my face. I have the feeling to kiss her right now. Wait? Da fuck did I just say.
"WHY IN HELL WOULD I LAUGH AT YOU....you should of told me" I whispered the last part since I was so close to her and I didnt want to scare her away or anything. "Rocky you talk such bullshit about me sometimes...you say I do certain stuff and I don't...who do you think I am?" i finished. She just stared at me. I haven't seen her blink yet. I would never lie to her or laugh i mean your just stupid If you do. I looked her in the eyes and she did the same.
"i think your a person who judges people before you get to know them" she tried to get out of my grip but since I was strong it failed which was cute to watch. "Louis get off me" she said. I wasn't going to let her go. I was lost somehow in her blue eyes. "louis what are you staring at?" she spoke again. I came back to reality.
"i may of judged you but they were my first impressions.....look I'm sorry" i looked her in the eyes with a straight face when I said that so she knew I was being serious
"you don't judge a book by its cover louis" she tried to move again but yet again it failed.
"what like you do?" i replied.
"I've just told you why I do that...you do it for no reason so shut up" she snapped.
"i know...your right....I'm so sorry...you know i am" i replied back to her. She sighed.