Being as in love with you as I am (Camren)

Chapter One

Going to a new school won't be easy. Especially for a girl like me. I'm not your normal teenager . I am bi. People have been bullying me since I found out my love for everyone. People don't get me. My eighth grade year was just plain horrible.

A girl in my class said she was a lesbian , asked me out , then dumped me and told me it was a dare and I was useless. Since then I've cut myself more than I usually have. I'm so glad that I will be going to a high school that no one I know will be going. Yet I'm nervous because I suck at making new friends.

I'm pretty sad because my only true friend was leaving to another state. She was going to Ohio. I love in the beautiful place called Miami. It's not all fun and games when you have nothing to live for.

Well I've basically told you a lot about me besides my name. My name is Karla Cabello. But I prefer Camila. That's my middle name. Karla is just Ugh. I am fourteen years old and going to high school

( I didn't make it their current ages so bare with me Lol ).

My dad pasted away a couple of months ago. My family has been crushed. I am an only child( made Camila an only child so yea ) . My mother and I are in risk in loosing our home. She is a maid and that's not enough money.

So I basically worked the whole summer break. I had no plans so it was alright. I got a job at the public library. I figured it would be ok since I loved reading. I would see lots of people. Groups of kids. I wonder how that feels like, being loved by many.

Today was my last day at work. I was "ready" for school. I walked around the library and saw one of my favorite book trilogy: The Hunger Games. When I read it I actually like my life. It's better than killing people for survival if your elected to from your district.

Librarian: Camila it's getting a little late. You should go home it's been a pleasure working with you

Camila: thank you Mrs. Jones.

L: your welcome you can keep those books you like. The starving games or what is if called. I'm not up to date with new teen books

C: the hunger games and no I can't it's the libraries

L: no keep them you deserve it take it as a congratulation gift on staying strong

C: thank you see you around

I went walking home. I passed by the school I was going to be attending. In two days I'll be entering. The weekend could only pass so quickly. I was very anxious and nervous so many feelings I can't control them. The last thing I'm mentioning is that I'm bi. I don't want eighth grade all over again. I want a true best friend maybe friends you never know who I might find .