I don't want to fight
I don't want to feel
The only thing I have
The only one I want
Numb from the love
Numb from the pain
Screaming inside
Prying for love...
What did I do wrong...?
Why do you hate me...?
I'm sorry...I didn't know
I hate myself more...
I don't want to feel
I don't want to fight
I don't want to lose...
This fight is hard
This fight is pointless
Love hurts so much
Pain made me numb
Hate is the only thing
Inside my head now
Worthless, hopeless, helpless....
I'm sorry to say it
But...I admire the pain
I don't want to feel
I don't want to fight
I don't want to feel
Why do you love me?
Why, when I hate myself?
Please tell me why
Please...don't leave me
But if you want to leave ...
I don't blame you
Everyone leaves me
I don't want to feel
I don't want to fight
I don't want to feel
I hate being alone
You are happy with out me
I'm sorry I fucked up...
I won't do it again
I was wrong
I was blind and I got hurt
Maybe I should just end it
Or numb the pain with a razor..?
I don't want to feel
