Louis Tomlinson is my 'Father'

Chapter 6

Rose's POV

I woke up in the morning to my bed shaking? I sat up and remember my stupid cast. I got up and got my cruches then cruched out. My bed has a mind of my own. As i opened my bedroom door, i could hear the sound of a guitar blasting. What! Niall does'nt have an amp for his guitar. Weird. I cruched out and saw someone that i have not seen in ages. "Ed!" i screamed. "Rosey!" he screamed back. He put his guitar down then ran over and picked me up. I dropped the cruches and wrapped my arms around his neck as i was spun in circles. "How are you babe!" he said as he stopped spinning. "ehh, i have been much better" i asid shrugging. "yeah, what the hell happened?" he asked.

"a girl got angry and broke my leg in my sleep" i said smiling. "bitch" he mumbled. "but its ok, im ok now" i said hugging him. "why have'nt i seen you in ages!" i shouted as he sat me down on a chair. "i have been very busy, touring with.........Taylor Swift!" he shouted. "ugh" i said. I don't like Taylor Swift if you have'nt noticed. "come on, she's not that bad" he said.  "whatever, i am going to see Harry" I said hopping to his room, not bothering with my cruches. I opened the curtains that surronded his bed and saw him hovering over Taylor sucking her face off. "Rose" he said when he saw me. "its ok, no need to apologise or anything. I know im not special, continue its ok" i said smiling. I hopped out and sat back on the chair. "where's Harry?" Niall asked. "in his room sucking Taylors face off" i said shrugging then hopping over to turn on the kettle.

"oh baby" Dad said walking over. "no its ok Dad, he can do what he wants, if he wants to cheat and kiss someone who was his girlfriend then that is his chioce" i said grabbing the teabags, while i was at it, i slipped a small knife into my pocket. "Harry! get your arse out here!" Ed yelled. Harry stumbled out and he wiped his mouth. "Rose! im sorry, it was a mistake!" he shouted running up to me. "its ok Harry, you like her, you wanted an upgrade. Its fine" i said ruffling his hair and putting my tea down. I hopped over and picked up my cruches. I cruched back over and picked up my tea. I remember my moonboot so i put the tea down and walked over to grab it. I slipped it on then used one cruch for balance. I walked back over and picked up the tea, "im going out for a walk" i said smiling to everyone. They all mumbled an ok and i walked out and onto the grass.

I walked out with my tea and went and saw a nice little lake. I walked over to it and sat down, i put my tea down beside me and grabbed the knife out. I know it wase'nt the best idea but i feel like i need it. I dug it into the skin on my wrist and made a clean line. I did it again and again until there was about 5 cuts deep in my arm. Blood dribbled into the lake and i watched the drops spread in the water. "Rose!" i heard Harry shout. I looked up and saw him running for me, I used my cruch to stand up and i dipped the knife into the lake, washing it, before slipping it back into my pocket. "what are you doing!" he shouted. "what i want" i said. "why!" he shouted. "because i wanted to do it, the same how you kissed Taylor because you wanted to" i said shrugging. "Hurting yourself is not the same!" he shouted. "just go away, go and see your new girlfriend" i said walking away.

"no! Rose come back!" he shouted running after me. I went back into the bus and sat beside Dad, "Rose! Harry shouted running into the bus, "please listen to me!" he begged. "Hey Dad, can i go and stay with Grandma, Lottie, Fizz and them?" i asked Dad. "um, im sorry baby girl but she and them have gone away" he said. I groaned. "ok fine, im staying with you" i said cuddling into him. "yeah, thts ok, ill stay with Hazza" Taylor said walking out and attaching herself on Harry's arm. "ok" i said smiling. "Dad, can you take me to the dairy please" i begged. "why?" He asked eyeing me suspiciously. "no  reason" I said shrugging. "ok fine, Paul! stop off at the nearest dairy please!" he shouted to Paul who was driving the bus now. "ok, there is one just here" he said pulling over. I went and got my wallet before walking into the shop.

"hi, um could i please get 2 packs of port royal cigerettes and a packet of red filters and papers" i said smiling at the lady behind the counter. "sure" she said grabbing them out. "that comes to 25 dollars" i gave her the money then remembered i need a lighter. "oh and can i please have a blue lighter?" i asked. "sure hun" she said handing it to me. I gave her 2 dollars for the lighter then walked out back into the bus. I got in and sat down, "what did you get?" Dad asked. "some ciggys" i said looking down at them. "Rose, come on, you stopped them ages ago, don't start now" Dad whined. "i want one, to bad" i snapped. "well you can't smoke on the bus" he said. "fine by me" i said shrugging. "Paul! pull over please!" i shouted. He nodded and pulled over infront of a group of shops, i got out and shut the door. "keep driving" i shouted threw the window. "are you sure Rose? i don't think......" he began to say until i interupted him.

"Paul, go" i said pointing at him. He nodded and drove away onto the motorway. Lucky thing i grabbed my bag, ok so i got my wallet, money, ID, phone ect, im set. I rolled up a ciggy and cupped my hand around the flame as i lit the end. I put everything into my bag and sucked in the smoke. I breathed out slowly and began walking, "hello Rosey" i heard a familier voice say. "Derek! hey!" i shouted hugging him as he walked up. "how are you babe" he asked. "eh, alright" i said. "hey where's Daddy?" he asked. "he said i could'nt smoke or anything, we got into a small arguement, i got out of the tour bus and then told the driver to leave" i said smiling. "hah! got anywhere to stay?" he asked. "na, hook me up?" I asked. "yeah come on" he said grabbing my hand. He pulled me into an old motel and went up to room 14. We went in and the smell of weed flew into my nostrals. "wedd aye?" i asked. He nodded and we went into the kitchen, smoke hung around and i could see a couple of others standing there smoking it.

"Rose!" they shouted. "Nick! Andy!" i shouted hugging them. "Here" Nick said handing me his smoke. I sucked it in and i could taste weed. I smiled and finished it, my phone started ringing so i handed the smoke bac to Nick and walked out into the loungeroom.

PHONECALL

L=Louis  R=Rose

R: Hello?

L: Rose! where the fuck are you!?

R: Hi dad, nice to talk to you to, i found Derek on the street then we went to his place and Nick and Andy are here to

L: What! not those druggies!

(Rose! the weeds ready!)

R: Well, i gotta go, stuff to do

L: Rose! are you smoking weed again!

R: Love you daddy!

L: Rose! i swear to god if you hang up i will......

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

I walked into the kitchen and smoked some more weed until i was so high i could'nt tell what was up and what was down. A loud bang was heard on the front door, "ill go and grab it" Derek slurred wobbling to the front door. "Rose!" Derek shouted. I walked out with my role of weed in hand and saw Dad at the door looking worried. "hey Daddy" i slurred. "fuck sake Rose" he said barging in, he grabbed me and i clutched the smoke for dear life. He grabbed my bag and dragged me out, i was laughing and making wierd noises. He pulled me into the tour bus and i stumbled in taking a sip of the smoke. "Rose!" Harry shouted. "Hey Harold" i said giggling. "Rose! put it out!" Dad shouted. "fuck off! my weed!" i shouted holding it into my chest. I breathed in more and Taylor walked out coughing dramaticly.

"eww a druggy on the bus, lovely" she said straddling Harry as she pushed him onto the chair. "eww a whore on the bus, lovely" i bit back. She stood up and walked over to me, "you are a stupis selfish bitch!" she shouted. "you are a stupid selfish whore!" i shouted back mocking her. "ughh! you ugly faggot!" she shouted. "Ughh! you ugly whore!" i said mocking her again. "Enough!" Dad shouted. "no no, lets see what else shes got" i said pushing him away. She punched my jaw and i stumbled back a bit. "Aye!" Dad and Harry shouted walking up. "ok then" i said spitting out the blood onto the lino floors. I walked up and punched her face then deep into her stomach. She doubled over and then i felt myself get pulled backwards, "Harry! get your fuck buddy out of this fuckng bus right now before i kill her!" Dad screamed as loud as he could. Harry grabbed Taylors upper arm before dropping her bags out on the ground and then pulling her out too. He slammed the door and then ran over to me.

"Rose baby are you ok?" He asked. "fuck off fag" i said trying to get away. Dad grabbed my smoke and got rid of it. Damn. "come on baby, lets get you cleaned up" Dad said pulling me away. I was still wobly form the weed so as Dad pulled me towards the bathroom, i tripped over a few things. We got into the bathroom and he sat me down on the toilet lid. "Give me a hug baby girl" Dad said opening his arms, i sobbed loudly then tears started flowing down my face. I dove into his arms and sobbed into his shoulder, "shh, its ok baby, let it out" He whispered rubbing my back. "I fucking hate him" i sobbed. "sh i know love" he whispered. I felt myself getting tired from the crying and i slowly fell asleep on Dad's lap with him rocking me gently.