I love you. I know that sounds weird, but I do. I'm not in love with you, but I love you. We may have been something, but we'll never know. I don't want you to do anything stupid though. Because this is the moment that Annie will need you the most. Forget me. Or try to. Forget all about me. It will make things easier. It was when my mom died. I want you to know that I did care about you. I cared so deeply about you, and I can't explain it. You made me smile, and from the very first day we met you flirted me with. I was happy. But, even now, you can't make me feel better. I'm just tired of everything, Jaze. I know I sound like I've given up, and haven't tried, but it's true. I'm just tired in general. But one day, a day far away from now, we will find eachother. And hopefully you will have a wife and kids. People that love you. People that care about you, and find beauty in you like I did. You must not end it here; not for me.
Goodbye, Jaze.
