I'm sorry

New cuts

The rest of the month was great. I didn't get hurt at home. I hadn't cut in a while. Adam was always with me. He would pick me up at my classes and walk me to my next one so we could talk, and so that Julie and Ruby wouldn't come after me. It was nice, it was peaceful. So when I woke up three hours before school and happy I thought it would be a normal day. So I got dressed brushed my hair and my teeth. When I walked out of the bathroom, my mom and dad were in my room.

"You've been awful happy lately, why might that be?" My mother asked

"I made a friend at school..." I said walking over and grabbing my hoody

"Do you know what today is?" My father asked

I thought for a minute...Its Monday, but it's like the second week of November so it's like the.......it's the ninth!

"It's....it's the ninth of November...." I said quietly my mood changing completely

"Yes, it's the day your brother died..." My mother said

"Or more accurately the day you killed him." My father said in low voice

"I didn't fucking kill him! He was driving me to school because I missed the bus! And we got hit by a fucking truck!" I yelled at them

My father slapped me. "Don't lie! You know your mother and I hate it when you lie!" He screamed at me

"It's not my fault!" I yelled

My father punched me in the face. My mother walked up behind him and pulled out a knife. My father held me down.

"No, mom! Please don't! Stop!" I screamed as tears ran down my face.

"Shut up!" She yelled at me

She grabbed my arm and lifted my sleeve up. She put the knife by my skin and began to slice my arms up. I didn't feel it tho, but I still cried because my mother and father were doing this to me.

They continued to put me through hell for an hour... Then they told me to get cleaned up and go to school. I grabbed my first aid kit, my makeup bag and my book bag. I darted out of that house and to school so fast.

Once I was at the front door of the school I realized that Adam wasn't there. I cleaned my new wounds. Then I grabbed the razor from my bag and cut my stomach. I cleaned those when I was done. I covered up all the wounds that weren't covered by clothes, with makeup. I just sat there waiting for Adam to get there, but he didn't show up. The bell rang and I walked inside. I headed to my first class, but they saw me walking alone and took the opportunity.

"Oh is your boyfriend not here today?" Ruby asked with a smile

"No, he's not, why the hell does it concern you?" I asked

"Because if he's not here...then we can do anything to you!" Julie exclaimed with excitement

"Whatever, do what you fucking want, I don't fucking care anymore..." I said with no emotion

They looked at me confused.

"What? Did pretty boy break up with you?" Julie asked

"I'm just already having a bad day! Why the fuck do you care!" I yelled and started to walk away

But Ruby grabbed my arm. I winced at the pain. She pulled me back to her. Julie and her exchanged glances. Julie grabbed my other arm. I winced again at the pain. They then dragged me to the girl bathroom.