**Stefanie's (mother of Jewls) POV**
I wonder if Jewls ever thinks of me as her mother or as a nothing. I honestly don't know why I ever left her. Should I fight for her? Would she forgive me? Would I be worth the change to her life? Jewls, my world, my baby, my everything where are you? Are you still in Nebraska or did you leave? How can I find you? Wait. I have my own family here in Wisconsin. Sunshine, she's your half sister & Miles your half brother.. What about them? Maybe I can bring them with me? Actually no, it'd be to hard on the poor little rascals. Has your dad told you the reason I left? Small white lies end up accumulating making a mountain of hard cold lies, full with disgust and Pity. That there was the mistake I did. I see why you haven't tried to find me like all the other kids. Baby, your 14 years old, going off to highschool. Nothing, nothing has ever been the same. I remember your light brown sugared eyes with soft bounce curls. The last time I cradled you in my arms, you were so fragile. The slightest wind would make you grasp for air it was the cutest thing. Your dad found what no one knew.. And he won the fight, but I'm not leaving like a wounded soldier; I'm fighting until they surrender!
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