Sky

Chapter 1

Side story:

So here is my side i was like any average girl. Only that I never felt like it. I never felt or thought of me, Skyler as a average girl. Yea right, sure I wish it was like that, but it wasnt and it never will be. I have made the decision and im positive , determined theres no turning back. I have lived long enough seen, heard and ever since my life shall never be the same. I always wondered how or what it be like if i was gone. I always seen life as a game you li e you win you die you lose. I always thought life was like you know, those disney movies.

One day you wake up find your prince and happy ever after, that or so i thought. It all starded that year, you know when you believe you all grown up. Too cool for school haha 8rbin my opinion too cool for disney. At first it was like no one believes in santa, he fake if disney character are fake we too cool for it. To be honest I guess you could call me wierd, childish but, i love disney. I always imagine my own little fairytale "Happy never after." Well i wish i was still a kid or was never born. I must say it all starded in fifth grade, now im in eighth grade it been a lomg time. I still look back and wonder where did i go wrong. My lifes flashing infront of my eyes no one is noticing neither am i.

You can say im that girl in school the interllectual, funny, crazy, wierd one. Im a little rebelish girl I wont take no as a answer. What if your scared, alone you dont know what to do are yoy able to sat no? If you are congrats in my life,in my situstion i was to scared, nervous to even dare say no. Have you ever thought imagine what would it be like? How would it be like to dissappear? Fall into a deep whole of darkness, hear but not see what is going on. Just keep falling in and for a moment see all you been through, your lifes flashing infront of your eyes.

You hear laugher, cries, and scream and just likebthat someone taking in there last breathe. Have you ever though, what would it be like if i was gone? Well i domt think anyone would care honestly but me, i learned the hard way. What did i know people cared? I always felt alone no one ever seemed to care so i thought no one would be hurt if i left. Why do people act like they dont care when they do they really do. I wonder if i knew people cared would i have gone this far. Yes, i know i sound crazy but, you guys dont know the regret.

I regret doing what i did once you go or fall in the place i have fallen trust me is worst then life itself. Hey, i am skyler river, i was only 13 when I attempted sucide this is my side of the story. I never intended no harm, i never meant to hurt anyone. So if i was you guys i buckle up my seatbelt because the ride of my life, the untold story begins here. Will it all begging here or will it all end?