|Enjoy!|
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Nicki: "NO! Meek I honestly dont wanna hear your bullshit right now."
Meek: "Nic hear me out! I was out working, I swear I was. But tak and chino were running late and we had to do alot of shit today. I swear nic. Please baby"
I was pacing up and down the room. Meek was following me every direction I went.
Nicki: "Meek just leave me alone!"
Meek: "Baby.."
Nicki: "WHAT!? Dont fucking speak to me if you can't be real with me!"
I exited the room and slammed the door shut. I know that me and him aren't an official couple, but we acted like one and he always promised to never bull shit me!
I was gone find out what he was really doing yesterday.
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I don't know what ima do now. I love Nicki. I really do. But if I tell her what I really did, what if she gets mad because she still loves Safaree? I can't risk loosing her in my life. This is the woman that I was gone marry one day, the girl who was gone carry my kids. I aint loosing her over bullshit! Hell no.
I punched the wall and a big hole stared back at me.
I sat on our bed with my hands gripping my head with anger and guilt. After about 5 minutes of thinking, I thought of an idea.
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Meek ran downstairs. He looked in the living room, but she wasnt there. Meek looked in the kitchen, no sign of her.
Suddenly, he heard water splashing from outside. It was Nicki.
She looked like she was thinking really hard. She was kicking her feet in the water while laying back and staring up into the clear sky.
He stood there for a while, admiring her. He loved Watching Nicki. She meant alot to him.
Eventually, he couldn't resist approaching her.
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As I was day dreaming, Meek came. He bent down so he was at my level.
Meek: "Watchu thinkin bout?"
Nicki: "Nothing."
Meek: "Be real with me"
Nicki: *angry laugh* ... "You really telling me, to be real with you? Were you not the one lying to me just then?"
Meek: "Baby it wasnt lies! I swear."
Nicki: "Whatever."
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Nicki continued staring up to the sky. I layed down with her. She turned her head to face me. I could see that she was crying her eyes out. Her eyes were red and puffy. I gently caressed her face.
Meek: "You know that you beautiful as fuck, dont you?"
Nicki: *looks at him*
Meek: "Nicki, please just hear me out"
Nicki: "Fine."
Meek: "Look, baby, as soon as I left here, I already knew what I was going to do and who I was gonna do it with. I swear. I only went to do work with my boys. Nothing else."
Nicki: "Baby I believe you, but I dont at the same time."
Meek: "What you mean?"
Nicki: "I saw the messages from Safaree.."
I swear my heart dropped then and there. How tf did she see? I deleted them and left her phone.
Nicki: "Dont act shocked meek. I know you wanted to make sure I was safe, but you could have been honest about it"
Meek: "I know baby and I'm so sorry,"
Nicki: "What did you do to him?"
Meek: "Nothing just a few punches and stuff.."
Nicki: "Meek tell me now your only making this worse."
Meek: "Fine. I kinda got my gun out.. and.."
Nicki: "WHAT?!" MEEK ARE YOU INSANE!"
Meek: "Dont be shouting at me! Yo ass should be happy that he aint here so you can stay with me"
Nicki: "Your so fucking selfish!"
Meek: "No baby I never meant it like that!"
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I was finished with this. First he wants to come in late asf, then he wants to lie about it and now he acting like using a gun on him ain't shit. I know that He's the man who beat
Me many times, but also he did mean the world to me at some point.
Nicki: "Just leave me tf alone."
I ran off, back into the house. I packed up all my bags with all of my things and ran out the house, tears running down my face.
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Nicki just pulled up at her and Safaree's old place. Nobody was in tho. Suddenly, she felt somebody grab her...
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Ya'll probably know who it is lmao.
