" Oh my god look at this pig ! She's just so ugly , go kill yourself already,You whore ."
I cried , cried harder than ever while running away .
" aww are you going to go home and cry , not like anyone cares , I bet your parents regret having you anyways , no one loves you , you aren't worth shit , you're not beautiful and if anyone has told you otherwise they're lying !!" They snickered .
" STOP WITH THIS HATE YOU DONT EVEN KNOW THE REAL ME !" I cried out trying to sound brave , although I was probably big , it didn't matter as to what I looked like or what was inside of me .
" nah we're good " I ran towards my home , none the less no one cared here anyways , my family even hated me .... I ran upstairs to my bedroom locking the door behind me , I searched in my cabinets to find my good friend ... the blade .
" CAITLYN WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU ?" I heard my father scream inching closer to my bedroom . I squealed but went to unlock it before he reached the door , and got even angrier than he was due to his obnoxious screaming . I ran back to my bed bringing my knees to my chest nuzzling my head between them . I heard the door slam open .
" There you are " he breathed growling coming towards me .
" I've been needing head all day , and your useless mother isn't going to be home " he smirked , I knew exactly what he was going to do , he's done this for years , my mother did know of course , but she wouldn't do anything because she doesn't care she also knows that he abuses me , I wanted to run , I tried that before , so I froze . He inched closer and closer .
" lay down " he hissed .
I did as I was told , he started to climb on top of me , hovering above me , kissing my neck , slowly grinding .
" aw fuck yes " he grunted .
He started to move one hand up my shirt massaging my boob and the other going down to my lower region , my clit and started rubbing .
" tell daddy you love the way I touch you " he said In between kisses , I didn't say a word .
" I FUCKING SAID TELL DADDY YOU LOVE THE WAY I TOUCH YOU , YOU CUNT " he yelled slapping me .
" I ... I love t-the w-w-wayy you touch me daddy .." I hesitantly said . He left a hickey on me and got up pulling down his pants with his boxers .
" no please don't " I cried .
" shut the fuck up " he snapped , he pulled down his boxers and came closer .
" I can't wait for your lips to be around my huge dick and fuck you like I mean it " he said trying to sound sexy , but failed . This was never any pleasure just pure fuckin disgust ! Finding my lips around his small sized dick didn't sound fun , let alone him inside of me .
" your huge dick? More like tic-tac sized dick" I quickly shrieked as I felt a sharp pain come across my cheek .
" filthy whore ! " he screamed picking me up and putting my face near his penis .
" SUCK IT YOU USELESS CUNT " he said slamming my face onto him . After me giving him the blow job , he picked me up and threw me on the bed slowly removing my pants . We never got this far only because my mom would intrude on us , and come and beat me up for " stealing " her baby daddy . I was praying she'd come in and at least beat me up and take him to finish off , she never did .
" NO PLEASE PLEASE NO " I cried , I tried running away , kicking screaming . Nothing worked the more I resisted the more he got angrier and wanted me , I did the next best thing , grab my lamp and throw it on his head . It knocked him out , I grabbed everything I could , I don't know where I got the sudden erg to do that , but I'm glad I did , I called the police to let them know everything and tied my disgusting father down to a chair , I left taking everything with me I had very little things to take .
" where the fuck do you think your going?" My mother sneered as I was close to leaving . I pulled out my pocket knife , I was tired of their bullshit , I was making sure my knife wasn't seen .
" trying to go off and tell people what a whore you really are , saying that my husband , your father fucked you and you liked it " she inched closer , I took this as an advantage , I stabbed her on her side .
" Bitch please I'm no fucking whore , like my mother " I spat " I can't wait till you go to hell for everything with your disgusting husband , you both deserve to rot in hell for what you put me through , it's okay though I'm through with your bullshit " I picked up everything and ran out heading to the airport .
" CAITLYN WAKE UP OH MY GOD CAITLYN !!" I heard a voice scream , shaking me too wake up , I shot right up poured with sweat all over me .
" OH MY GOD , thank the fucking heavens that your okay " my bestfriend , Kayla breathed .
" I'm sorry for scaring you , I had a nightmare " I cried , clutching my knees to my chest . She inched closure pulling me in for a tight hug . Although my nightmare actually did happen , but that was years ago . 15 years to be exact away from my so called ' parents ' .
" it's okay babe , don't apologise it isn't your fault " she said , running her fingers through my hair and rubbing up and down my back . I held her a little longer than let her go .
" thanks Kay , you always have a way to make me feel better " I snuffled pulling away .
" what are bestfriends for ?" She smiled , I don't know how I got so blessed to have her as a bestfriend .
" I swear I don't know how you don't hate me yet!" I said genuinely surprised .
She looked at me confused " why on earth would I hate you?!" She shrieked
" I FUCKING LOVE THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF YOU CAITLYN " she said hugging me again .
I let out a sigh of relief " I love you too I'm glad you don't hate me ." I breathed .
I saw my phone vibrate on the nightstand next to my lamp where we were currently sitting . I reached to grab for it .
" OH MY GOD CAITLYN PLEASE FOLLOW ME "
" PLEASE DO A #ASKCAT VIDEO PLEASE!!!FEAT. @Lolanthony "
I chuckled opening to my Twitter , realizing how people all over the world probably actually do love me .I decided to tweet something , while doing the same on vine .
Hey guys! I'm deciding to do an #AskCat comment questions I'm featuring the one and only @lolanthony ((; hope y'all enjoy!! ❤️
I pressed ' post ' I went to vine " OKAY GUYS WELLLLL IVE BEEN ASKED TO DO ANOTHER HASHTAG ASKCAT VIDEO BUT IM FEATURING LOLANTHONY SO PLEASE GO ON TWITTER AND COMMENT SOME QUESTIONS YOUD LIKE TO KNOW" I quickly pressed post and smiled . I quickly looked through my contacts to find Anthony .
Antotoo 😈💗 , I clicked on it and messaged him : hey Antoto! I'm coming by later to pick you up , to take you to my place no questions be ready in a few! ((: 💘. I locked my phone after pressing send .
" man I love making people smile and genuinely happy " I stated truthfully .
" I know me too , now get up and brush your teeth so we can go pick Anthony up!" Kayla shrieked .
" your boyfriend will need to wait girl I gots to take my time!" I smirked , Kayla obviously had a thing for Anthony and he obviously had a thing for her but there both oblivious , and won't stop being such Wussys to date! She blushed but quickly threw a pillow at my face . I ducked In time and ran inside my bathroom , to brush my teeth .
A couple minutes later I finished brushing , rinsing , and using mouthwash I headed out to go change . I picked out ripped shorts , and a flowy crop top , which said
"make love happen" although I never believed in love , I just liked the shirt .
I grabbed my white vans , while grabbing mixed-matched socks and heading downstairs .
" Cat , I made breakfast!" I heard my other bestfriend Connor yell.
" okay con I'm coming " I giggle . I quickly made it too the kitchen , to find Connor shirtless eating pancakes with bacon , and hash browns .
" Morning gorgeous " Connor said coming to kiss my lips .
" morning cutie " I laughed . I still wasn't weirded out that Connors ' friendly ' gesture is in this way , he's still my bestfriend gay or not . Kayla made her way downstairs and stared in awe at the sight of the food . She ran quicker .
" OH MY GOD CON YOU MADE FOOD YUSSS !" She screamed . I laughed at how weird yet amazing she is . We all ate in silence , it wasn't awkward at all .
" okay cons , I gotta go pick up Anthony for a video be back soon k?" I smiled .
" okay cat , Kay and I will be here watching a movie in the mean time" he smiled . I quickly went over to him and kissed his lips , " okay baby " I said getting up and then hugging Kayla . I ran upstairs to go grab my phone and keys . I made my way downstairs and slipped on my socks with my shoes , heading out locking the door behind me . I quickly walked towards my car , I unlocked it and hoped right in , putting my keys in the ignition hole , and pulling out heading to Anthony's thankfully he only lived a couple blocks down , which makes it more easier for me . It still kind of upsets me that he moved out , he wasn't to comfortable and wanted a bigger house , so Kayla and I decided to loan the house to O2L , after we pay the final bill and move in with Anthony and the guys , thankfully our last bill comes in a couple days . But I finally made it within 10 minutes . I took out my keys and hopped out locking my car , I ran to his door and knocked . I waited and someone finally opened the door .
" well you're not the IHOP delivery man" this gorgeous brown haired boy with pierce blue eyes and paled skin smiled .
" oh , sorry ... Umm is Anthony here?" I smiled .
"Yeah in his room changing why don't you come on in beautiful " the boy said gesturing me inside .
"Haha alright " I walked in , heading towards the stairs .
" what are you doing?" He questioned
"Going to find Anthony?" I laughed , it's funny how our Fab Five group is so close ! .
( A/N Kayla : Rebecca black , Caitlyn : Amanda I decided to change it up a bit but the guys names are the same and are in the group , so Kayla's name is Kayla Black and Caitlyn's is Amanda .)
"He's changing" he stated
"I've seen him naked before,he's like my brother" I laugh , seeing Anthony more than a brother made me cringe I don't like him in that way .
"Well stay just in case" he laughed nervously "My names Nash" he smiled .
"Okay? And well hi my names Caitlyn but you can call me cat for short" I smiled walking towards him
"Is anyone else here?" I questioned , he nodded .
"Yeah,some other guys" he laughed .
"Well who are they?" I questioned curiously , right when he opened his mouth to answer a couple boys came running downstairs .
"Hey Nash have you -" the boy with brown up right spikey hair , with light brown eyes stared at me , with all the others .
"Oh my god Nash why the fuck didn't you tell me a beautiful girl was coming over?!" One of the guys yelled . I blushed , but soon heard someone else coming down .
"Guys stop fucking screaming my bestfriend is coming any minute" I heard Anthony laugh running after them , he stopped dead in tracks after noticing me .
"Oh hey Cat , sorry about them" he laughed coming towards me , I walked towards him and embraced him in a hug .
"It's alright , we gotta make an #AskCat video they wanted you to be in it" I laughed .
Before I thought all the boys were done coming down , one peculiar boy caught my eye . He had dirty brown/blonde hair , cheeky smile , was very tall , had nice greenish brown Carmel eyes , and was tan looked straight at me .
" Oh my , you must be that beautiful youtuber , and viner , Caitlyn" he stated smiling towards me , I stared at him in awe , he was absolutely breathe taking and he actually knew I existed . I gulped
" ... Umm...yeah" I said nervously looking down.
"Well hi , I'm Matthew Espinosa , and these guys are " he walked towards them .
" I'm Nash Grier , you already met me" Nash grinned
The boy that came downstairs first looked at me " I'm Cameron Dallas ." He smiled
The boy next to him in a bandana smiled towards my direction showing his braces .
"Hi I'm Taylor Caniff " he chuckled , the Asian boy next to him , who looked attractive laughed " I'm Carter , Carter Reynolds " he smiled cheekily . The boy next to him with ruffled hair , with nice white pale skin , and pink plump lips ,and brown eyes smiled
" I'm Shawn Mendes " he waved , the boy next to him with tan skin and black curly/flips hair looked at me smirking " I'm Jack Gilinsky " but one boy next to him who looked extremely hot , didn't have to tell me who he was I already knew .
" Daddy Wilk " I smirked , he already had a smirked plastered on his face , but then the white boy with blonde hair coughed so I turned my gaze towards him " hi I'm Jack Johnson " he said cutely walking towards me to give me a hug , I gladly accepted . Another paled skin boy spoke up " I'm Troye Sivan " I of course already knew him , I had a secret crush on this boy,but this other boy with chubby cheeks was next and he seemed absolutely adorable , with his curlyish hair and big smile and pale skin " hi I'm Aaron Carpenter " he smiled , I loved him already he's was sooooo cute . " I'm going to call you aarbear " I squealed .he chuckled as they all just stared at me .
"Well Anthony we betta get going bring Troye & Daddy Wilk with you "I smiled .
" it was nice meeting all of you cute boys , butt we gotta go " I giggled , grabbing Anthony's hand .
"K guys see ya soon keep safe in my house and don't do anything stupid cam your in charge I swear if any of you " I cut him off " IF ANY OF YOU BREAK OR PARTY WHILE WERE GONE ILL COME BACK AND CUT YOUR BALLS OFF " I stated , I saw them all chuckle , I took Anthony's hand and walked towards the car , having Troye , my secret crush , and daddy wilk coming along . " Cat imma drive k?" Anthony laughed .
"Okay I'll sit in the back with Troye and Sammy " I chuckled grabbing Troyes beautiful hand and opened the door to sit in , with him following closely behind . Anthony turned up the music and the song blasting right now was " bedrock " I rolled my eyes even though I absolutely adored this song , I don't want to sing it and embarrass myself , but I sang anyways with Anthony singing along .
" call me mr.flinstone I can make your bedrock ooo ooo oo I can make your bedrock girl , now we murdeus BC we kill time and I call lights out but she still shine I hate to see her go , but I love to watch her leave hitting back and forth cyber teen cold as a winters day hot as a summers eve young money thieves still your loves with me I love the way you walking if you walking my way I'm that red bull so let's fly away let's fly away with all kinds of space I'll let you be the judge and and I'm the case , I'm gudda gudda , they see me with her , no Steve wonder , they don't need to wonder cause they know she bad and I gotta nigga grocery bag , " I then turned to look at Troye and Sammy who were already starring me down , I blushed but then heard Sammy sing along too . We soon arrived at my place . Troye hopped out and waited for me to get out , Sammy was ahead holding his hand out for me to take and closely closing the door , Anthony unbuckled his seatbelt and took out the keys opening the door , and closing it locking my car I ran up towards my door , taking my keys away from Anthony and unlocking the door to find the weirdest thing ever . A sex scene playing in my living room .
" OH MY GOD WHAT THE HELL GUYS?" I screamed running towards the television to turn it off .
" what it's just simply sex " Kayla and Connor laughed .
"Okay well I'm heading towards my room with Anthony and some other friends " I smiled Kayla and Connor glanced towards them .
" hey Anthony " Connor and Kayla smiled .
" hey guys" Anthony chuckled , I quickly took his hand , and Troyes and headed upstairs . Sammy was closely behind .
" BY THE FUCKING WAY DONT FUCK EACH OTHER WHILE WERE UP HERE YOU DIRTY KIDS , AND YOU BOTH ALREADY KNOW ABOUT TROYE BUT YEAH " I yelled .
" Troye sorry you had too see that , but that's " I was cut off by his grinning face talking " Kayla and Connor " he smiled , I giggled " yeah"
" I know you all , you three followed me , I stalk your page " he chuckled , I felt the heat rising in my cheeks .
" stop flirting I got the camera ready sis " Anthony smirked .
"Okay hold on , go on Twitter and tweet we have Troye and Sammy joining " I smiled , I whipped out my phone to go on Twitter
Hey babes! Troye and Sammy r gonna b in the video pls ask questions for all four! Love you! 💞.
I chuckled , but by then we had enough questions. I started filming .
" hey guys I'm here today to do another hashtag ASKCAT video with my best bud Anthony and this cute amazing guy Troye and Daddy Wilkson ! We're going to read some questions to each other from all of you lovely people and answer them." I smiled , Anthony read the first question "hey guys I love you so much! But who can sing the best out of the four of you?" @sierramack asked , I smirked towards the camera
" me " I chuckled . " NO ME " Anthony protested . "Both of you are lying it's me" Troye laughed . " you all suck it's obviously daddy " Sammy chuckled , We decided to not argue and move on "cat if you were to kiss either of the three boys who would it be?" @mackenzieeddoll asked . I laughed " without a doubt Sammy because I don't see Anthony any other way and I don't know Troye all too well " I smiled .
"Troye can you kiss a Cat?"' @Jasmineb12 asked "Okay" Troye shrugged with no emotion , inching closer to my face , making heat radiate off of each other's skin , slamming his lips onto mine , it felt nice to be completely honest , after answering a couple of more questions , we finished the video uploading it to my channel .
"You're cute you know that?" Troye laughed coming closer to me , making me breathe unsteadily , and making nervous butterflies erupt inside my stomach .
" but you're even cuter " I smiled , with that he grabbed my waist pulling me closer to him , and placing a big kiss on my lips , making our lips move in sync . 'wow just a couple minutes ago we actually talked in person and now we're kissing' I was jumping up and down inside of me , but playing it cool . We later than pulled apart trying to catch air .
" umm , sorry I didn't mean too . Umm I have to go bye" is all Troye said and walked out fast . I sighed , maybe he wasn't interested in me at all after that. I headed downstairs , " Troye stop it!" I heard Connor giggle .
" no you stop it" he cooed back , as I finished I saw Troye on Connors lap , figures . But anyways I saw Anthony and Kayla doing their usual flirting . That just left Sammy and I , so I went looking for him since I didn't see him in the living room , I headed towards my kitchen sure enough I found him there .
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;) 😏😏😏💖💖😂 ||||||||||||||>]>]>]>]>\>]»«»ahahahahaahha wov u babes .HEY GUYS HOWS THIS STORYYYY ?? Is it good do you like it ?
I hope you do or did . Well same thing , if you'd like to now be inserted in it comment please I'll insert you as one of the boys girlfriends , and her new bestfriend she meets at the mall real soon ! Please like and vote while commenting tell me some things , well I hope you enjoyed it .I'm currently here typing away eating some food , at a really boring time but I need some advice because I'm terrible with guys .
So today at school , this one guy I really like was flirting with me saying your momma spokes and dancing like ' close ' dancing making me jump up and down inside , but I always play it cool . So this is what happened .
( I'm going to say it like it's happening .)
" zayyy ! " I scream
" that's what your mom screams at night " he laughed
" oh my god I'm gonna choke you "
" that's what I did to your mom "
Later in theatre we started playing a game where we had to be racist , i have no fuckin idea where we got the ideas to be fuckin racist but okay !
Anyways he made a comment about how Argentinians suck , and it made me mad so I went to choke him ( to mess around not really XD ) and he put his hands in the way holding mine in the air and intertwining our fingers , and he got up and started dancing with me , and spun mea around , then he kept saying more your mom jokes and hugging me but this one hug got me OH MY GAWD FEELI SO HAPPY AS OF RIGHT NOW .
He later then asked me " are you okay ? " and took my glasses off and put his finger under my Chin and looked me in the eyes " yeah I'm fine "
" you sure ? Okay good " he smiled and started to walk off waiting for me too so only join him , Anyways , he put his arms around my waist bringing me in and it was so cute my arms were wrapped around his neck and he whispered
" Mili ,do you love me ?" I of course said " yes of course " he was still holding me so close and tight Nd everyone was saying ' awwww ' and then he let go as I did , he was playing with my right hand pinky while talking to people , and holding my hand , keeping it in his . AND I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA WHAT TO DO BECAUSE I LIKE HIM AND HIS OTHER FRIEND WHICH IS ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS IN THIS SCHOOL AND OH MY GOD I NEED FUCKING HELP SO IF SOMEONE KNOWS HOW TO GIVE GOOD ADVICE I NEED SOME !!! OH AND HES BEAUTIFUL OH MY GOD HE MAKES ME SMILE JUST FROM HEARING HIM , HIS SMILE , LAUGH , FACE , EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS PERFECT AND BEAUTIFUL HES PERFECT IN GENERAL , HES BEAUTIFUL I DIE , BUT SO IS THE OTHER GUY , MAN OH MY . PLEASE HELP !!!
Okay well I'm done being myself thanks loves for wasting your time on me I love every wiggle one of you , you all are beautiful , and wonderful so stay beautiful and don't let people bring negative shit in your way if they do say
" fuck you nigga " or be like " your a bitch ass nigga I'm being myself ! " hahaha ! Or just smile and say " does it look like I care what you have to say ?" .
Well love you , my watermelons , and stupid potatoes . Xoxoxox
- Mili 🍉💖💖😘💞🌚💗😊💘 ( idek why I used so many BECAUSE I LOVE YOU ALL FAMS YU REAL MVP SO OKAY BYE 😂 )