"OUTCAST"

It was the begging of a new chapter of my life, at a new school, in 1st grade. As soon as I got to my new school, it was completely different. I could tell that I was not going to fit in with anyone immediately. Everyone was laughing, and they were so perky, it was terrible for me. Back then I could describe my self as a, shy girl who was completely independent. That entirely changed for me I had started to become an "Outcast". No one wanted to be friends with me, and I could not help ,but just change who I was.

I completely changed who I was. I became a self conceded, hyper, annoying girl who would always laugh at anything that came her way. That's when I had known that I had started to change. My actions had slowly become different at home, and to this day I have stayed the same. I always had wished to change ,and become the person who I used to be ,but everyone would call me fake. I love to read, I know that I am smart deep inside me, and I am really confident about my writing and myself. Although, when I'm around my friends I do not do any of these things because ,they would immediately start to judge.

I dont like being this perky girl ,and I want to stop I really do ,but i can't. I've been in this situation for 8 years, and there is no possible way I can change who I have become. The reason I don't try hard at school ,and that I don't get good grades is because of who I have become to this day. If it wasn't for that one mistake that I had made in 1st grade, I could accomplish everything. My friends have supported me ,and always say that i can do it ,but they just don't know that i know I can.

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