My Complications

I fell for you.. hard. Really fucking hard. I tried not to, but as soon as I looked into your beautiful brown eyes, and you flashed me that smile I knew I was done for.. Your smile alone melts my heart, and your eyes soothe my pain.. I miss the way you held me was as if at any moment I was about to collapse. The way you comforted me when I cried.. I felt safe in your arms. I felt secure.. and I knew I would be okay. I miss the way it used to be, where we would have endless conversations and talk until we couldn't keep our eyes open any longer. I wish we could go back to the time when our feelings were simple, and we're only between us. I wish I could go back to that day.. where I looked into those brown eyes, and you flashed me that smile.. I'd turn around and finish my work.. I wouldn't walk with you to class, and I wouldn't have fallen so hard.. but the thing that really gets me.. is how one moment we can be so into eachother, and the next it's like we're strangers.. I guess that's our flaw. & now here we are.. "best friends".. but is that really what we want..? I want you in every simple and complex way there is.. I want you from the moment you wake up to the moment you go to bed. I want things to be back to how they were, and it never will be.. all because we fell too hard. We say "we need some time".. but what's after that? is it more heartache and sadness.. or is it the life we could've had together.. as best friends? as a couple?
They say "Time heals.", but it doesn't.
Time is just a way of measuring how long it's been sense we've been together.. or how long it's been sense we held eachother.. and in that moment when I locked eyes with you. I feel as if time froze.. take me back to the moment where I fell too hard, and take me back to the way it used to be.. because I wouldn't trade those moments for the world.
You're my world..
A month later after we talked, and figured out our problems. Now everytime I see you my heart skips a beat, races, and I can hardly breathe. Except, I feel calm around you. You hold me, and my fears are gone.. I breathe in your scent, and get high of your smile.
Glad things worked out.
Because you're still my world.