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He called me three days after we met, which felt like forever. I sat all day long, watching my phone. I know it sound desperate, but I am pretty sure you would do the same. When we talked on the phone it was kind of awkward, so we decided to meet on a café. The talk went like it was on the bus, but I had twice as much fun this time. We talked for a long time; the clock was about 18.00 am when he raised up and asked me if I wanted to go home to him, to watch a movie. And of course I said yeas. As we walked home, it started to rain, and I mean a lot of rain. He dragged me to the nearest building to get shelter. The building showed out to be a game center. We decided to play some games so that the rain can settle down. The time just flew away, what we thought was minutes, showed out to be hours.

We met at least two times a week, even more. And it was perfect; actually it was the best time in my life. I was sure, at that time, that we would be together forever, but I said it too early. The last year at senior school, Matt got a scholarship in Florida at InTution Scholarship to play basketball. It was a once in a lifetime only the best basketball players could get into the scholarship. Then he asked me if it was okay, since I had come in to Julliard up in New York, and we decided to move to New York together. Have the same apartment, eat breakfast every morning together, and watch sad movies together. We had it all figured out, Matt said that the chances for him getting in to InTution Scholarship was so small, we didn't think about it. And then the postcard came to him at the door, and he was in. It was attempting to say no, to say that he had to come with me, but this was his dream since he was a little kid. I couldn't be the one to stop his dreams, and to Florida he moved. You probably think that our relationship would work out, but it didn't. We couldn't keep up the long distance relationship. I tried to visit him, but he was always on to something, and that I couldn't meet him. To be honest, I don't know how he is, if he is okay, and it tears me apart. How can someone like us, who had such a great relationship, let the space get in between us? How could we let this happened? What went wrong? And it annoys me that I never will figure it out. The thought of his smile, the thought of I will never see his smile again hurts. Avery part of it hurts, and I am still in love with him.

HOPE YOU LIKE IT<3

-ELISEGROTH


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