Dear Diary,
Today was the worst day ever!! I hate my parents! I hate school! I hate my life!! It seems like the whole world is against me all the time!!! Today, some popular girl called me "goth". WHICH I AM NOT!! I mean goths are cool, but I'm not goth. I'm emo.
My parents are trying to convert me still or something. They made me go to church yesterday. I hate church now. I've hated it ever since I was 10 years old. It has done nothing for me. I thought god was supposed to help out the people in need?!? I also thought he'd answer my prayers, but guess what. He's NEVER answered mine!!! And I needed help and I prayed all the freaking time!! I hate it!!
All of my "friends" are "busy". That's what I always tell my parents. Or if they think that I'm at a friends house. I just go to the mall the whole day and hang out at Hot Topic. All the workers know me anyway. So their cool. There's also this really cute guy. Although, I doubt he even notices me. We've never talked to each other before, and he's wayyyy out of my league. To be honest, I've only had 2 boyfriends. And they BOTH cheated on me. My first boyfriend, Shadow, he cheated on me ON our 2 year anniversary. After i found out I beat the sh* out of him!! Hahahah.... it was so funny.
Anyway, you don't need to know about the other one who cheated on me and is actually trying to get back with me. *rolls eyes* He cheated on me, and gave him a second chance. Than at a Halloween party, I walked in on him and some cheerleader. Can you believe that?!?! I know that I'm going to sound naive, but seriously?!?! A cheerleader!!!
God, I hate people!!! i have absolutley noooo comfortable place except for my music. I know that that sounds cliche, but its the truth. I hate everyone at my school. Even the other students that are like me, are idiots most of the time!! I wish i could just leave!!!!
