Boy Crazy

This Is It, I Am Finished

I thought I was going crazy, absolutely nuts, but when I looked at him I felt normal, just as in love too, but that is a problem, I am Lilly Anderson, I am not a girl who falls in love, am I? It can't be possible, can it? No it just can't, I love dogs and sister's, not boy's, not Max. At least that's what I thought but, Max was just the start then suddenly, I liked a lot of boy's in the school, but mostly Max, it is like his cuteness slapped all the normalness right out of me. Is this the start to being a weird fast food place owner. No I need to stay calm it will blow over soon, I hope.

Milly acts like she doesn't care about Max, but I can tell she wants her old best friend back. I want my old self back to, but as soon as I run into Max, my brain turns off, I go blank. If I could just tell my self to stop walk away with Mills (Milly) and run I would, I can, I will, I hope. Ugh my world is going crazy I cant even talk without him popping into my head. Now if only I would just make this all just go away.  I can't end up the one girl in school, with a boyfriend and no homework done, I need homework before him. As Milly says, "Fries before guys." or "Food before dudes." Man I wish this great feeling would leave, I love it, but its not me.