"I'm fine" Are you? Are you really? I didn't think so. It's okay you know,to not be okay. I used to believe I was too young to not believe that everything would be okay. Now I've come to realize that sometimes everything is not going to be okay. Bad things happen to good people. Good things come to bad people. It's twisted but in this world what isn't? I'm over being sad, I'm aggravated that you would do this to us. How dare you. How dare you call me worthless. How dare you blame me for your bad habits. How dare you blame me for you slowly killing yourself by breathing in millions of carcinogens. How dare you affect my health by using such things around me around your "family". Will they still love you when you've taken yourself away from us? A "stress reliever" more accurately a "stress accumulator" you accumulate tar in your lungs irreversible damage to you and those around you. Those around you slowly watch you take days off of your life. I'd rather not have my future kids remembering you by pictures. I don't want to have to tell them he didn't love us enough to take care of himself, he didn't care enough about me to want to meet you, he didn't. Now I sit here with my silent tears.-My Mistake
