Perrentes: I kissed the scars on His skin COMPLETE

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First ever fanfic :P  

Hear me out through this chapter  

MAY B TRIGGERING *** 

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[ Tony ]

"Tony" whined the latest of my female companions , her name was .. Steve? No Stephanie.

"Baby I don't wanna watch Star Wars it's boring " she whined , I heard Mike snort in disgust as he stalked past and straight out the bus , my arm was tingling from where he had brushed passed me

Get over it Perry I said to myself , you can't like him he's straight and even if he wasn't and by some Miracle he liked you it would destroy our friendship and the band.  

I walked over to .. Stephanie sitting on the couch on twitter probably tweeting about her soon to be one nightstand with Tony Perry, "do what you want" I say sitting down next to her as she puts the Kardashians on.

1 hour later  

[ Mike ]

"I can't believe Tony , I'm worried about him, he's drinking more and he's turning into a man whore" I say to Vic as we sit down and order our coffees.  

"Yeah I noticed how many girls is that this week? Four or Five?"  

"Four" I say hearing the bitterness in my own voice. 

"Do you want me to talk with him?"  

"Do what you want" I say taking a long sip of my coffee

[ Tony ]

"Go home Stephanie , it was fun but that's crossing a line" I say staring down at mikes now broken Harry potter disk.  

"Whatever" she snaps "We all know you like mike cause your fag" she says slamming the bus door. 

I hear it open again.. "What the heck- my Harry potter" mike yells running over and snatching the two broken halves of the disk from my hands 

"She- " I try to explain "Im so done with this Tony, You Cant Be Trusted you keep this up and we cant. be friends anymore"Mike says stalking off to his bunk with a bottle of jack Daniels.  

"What'd you do tony?" vic asks  

"Stephanie broke his Harry potter " I say with a sigh 

"Look we need to talk about you and all these girls and the drinking it needs to stop we don't need a different slut here everyday Tina ( Vic's girl ) is getting really pissed and so am I"

"Sure" I mumble grabbing a bottle vodka from the table  

"I'll see you later" I say fleeing the bus

Mike was mad , I took a swig from the bottle I kept fucking up , another swig  

I kept letting the band down, and another , 

I wasn't good enough my guitar felt foreign  

I just sat outside the bus in the park drinking soon the bottle was empty but I didn't feel numb enough

I took out my wallet and pulled out my blade rolling up my sleeve the reveal the pinky purple scars like stripes up my arm, Pressing the blade the my skin and dragging it across and seeing the blood ooze gently in a perfect line

One  

Mike hates you  

Two 

You let the band down 

Three  

Your letting your friends down 

Four  

Look at yourself nobody will ever love you mike doesn't  

Five  

They'll kick you out of the band for this  

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Seven  

Eight 

Nine  

Ten... 

Sixteen

I slumped back into the bench there was no way I could stand , my shirt was covered in blood and there was a puddle of it on the cement, my breathings really shallow and I feel really dizzy everything's falling out of focus I'm so tired.....

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