Perrentes: I kissed the scars on His skin COMPLETE

Bulletproof Love

It had been months

Mike visited Tony everyday for the last hour of visiting, waiting for the nurse to come round and send him out,

The first week she was very stern. With a curt "visiting hours have been over for two hours, I will have to ask you to leave"

But with recent weeks she started saying

"You have to leave now sweetie, see you tomorrow"

She pities me, because the boy I love is in hospital and may never wake up,

I'd talk to Tony about everything, I'd tell him what amazing fans we have and how they are sad we aren't touring.

Tony's mum is staying at our house, my parents insisted because hotels are so expensive and she visits every other morning.

The time I don't spend with Tony, I spend sleeping or drinking, I sleep a lot more now

To escape reality I guess, I can't play the drums and I don't try anymore, Vic and Jaime still practice but its never the same

Leaving the hospital I dig through my glove compartment for my stash of whiskey, it's hard to leave the hospital,

Drink Driving is bad but sometimes necessary.

I get home and put Star Wars on, I hate the it But it makes me feel like Tonys here like he just went to get some Vodka and then he'll be back.

Then I think about it, our kiss, and I think if how if I hadn't done that he wouldn't have pushed me away and then tried to die,

But like every night I push that though away and revel in my newly re acquired memories of Tony and I, I'd been into him since the band begin so we'd always been close but I'd never had the balls to make him my boyfriend, if i had maybe we'd be happy now, but no I was just a sad guy who sat around and drunk whiskey thinking about the boy he loves in a coma.

I stare at the ceiling tears forming.

Vic knocks on the door with his weird signature beat but doesn't wait for an invite.

He comes and sits on the bed,

"Mike, it's about Tony"

I feel a surge of hope for a minute but it crashes

"His ma she's been asked if she wants to turn off the life support, and she's considering it" he says pausing to see me flinch,

"mike it's been 10 months, you need to start living normally again, start practice again-"

I stand up feeling angry

"You don't think I Try Vic,

It's like I'm drowning and your all breathing just fine, I can't live normally-"

"We've all lost him" Vic says harshly

"Not like I have, You have Jaime, and I never told Tony how much I love him,

We never even got a first date!!!" I find myself yelling the last part,

Vic left, and I returned to drinking and half watching Star Wars.

I planned to talk to Tony's Ma, she wouldn't do it that's why she'd asked Vic to speak to me about it

I passed out later

Just to repeat it all the next day,

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Hello

Sorry this chapter took awhile, I had to be in a certain mood to right this,

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