It's sometime between
midnight and dusk.
I've been silent for so long.
I go ahead to speak to myself,
But my voice cracks as if I opened a nut.
I pace back and forth with
so many thoughts,
but still not being able to think clearly.
Wanting to talk it all out, but having no one to tell so.
I wrap myself in my sheets and rest my head on soft pillows,
realizing how at night
I'm so vulnerable. So alone.
A thought went through my head,
made my eyes stream saltiness.
I ask myself 'Why?', as if there was someone to answer.
So vulnerable and so alone.
