Failing in love?

My name is Nanami, I am currently in class looking at my crush from the window. I know it's a bit creepy, but he didn't notice me yet. His name is Mizuki, he is a year older than me and his classroom is across the hall. He sits next to Chester and Miwa. His best friend who is always with him is Tomoe. His favorite colour is dark blue. His favorite brand is Sqribble. He is really tall and serious, he is always surrounded by friends...He is perfect! Just for a second I would glance at him, sending bows and arrows to my heart.
I then took all my courage to confess my dying love to him, I tried by the words couldn't fall out, so I ran away, the 4th time this week. Well, I saw him with HIS crush, how ironic that it crushed my heart, how it twisted and turned. Instead of butterflies in my stomach, bombs were lighting off. How it hurts, how it's killing me, yet how it will never kill me. One problem I also have is that, I have anemia and anxiety, so I always was very weak and cold. Do you wonder why I fell in love with Matthew, let me tell you....~2 years back~ I was a freshman and wanted to just go to my class, but I sorta forgotten where it was. (Hehe, oops) I was okay for a while then I started getting freaked out, if people would LAUGH AT ME, MAKE FUN OF ME, I tried calming myself, then I got a panic attack. I woke up in the nurse's office, in a plain white bed, I forgot what happened, then I saw him Mizuki. It was love at first sight. ~ back to present~ I was going back to class....for class. It was math, how I dreaded math it was boring BUT it was the only class I have with Mizuki. How I love math, I even sit 5 sits away from him, that is really close. Math quickly went by in a second. Ok, I decided to confess to him, here and now! "I LOVE YOU, WILL YOU DATE ME!!?" I shouted softly, not noticing I confessed to TOMOE , his best friend. I... I... Then I fainted...

Finished for now~~ tell me if any problems :3