The Confession

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Ash's POV

I wake up on Saturday to the sound of my phone. I was mad until I realize it was my crush Noah. We've been friends since the second grade and i've loved him since. I dont know if he is gay or bi, but I guess i'll find out eventually. Wait im not gay am I? I answer not knowing what to say so I stutter h..h..hello. "Hi Ash we have the rest of today and tomorrow before school starts". Yeah so what do you want to do I asked him? My tail wagging uncontrollable. "You want to meet up with everyone and just have some fun". Thoughts went through my head to see if I was free. I told Noah hold on while I ask my parents. Mom, Dad I screamed from my room not wanting to get up.

"Yes Ash they screamed back". I'm gonna go out with my friends is that ok."Yes son just be back before midnight". They said yes so where are we gonna meet? "At the park 2:00pm". Ok see you there I said. "Alright see you there he said in kind of a happy tone". It's 12:00 now that gives me enough time to get ready. I think I should tell him how I feel today. I could use my powers to help me, but it might seem creepy because no one knows I have powers, but my parents. Anyway I got up grabbed my towel, and some underwear and in the shower I went. As I was scrubbing myself I was thinking what if he rejects me, or worse hate me forever. I wouldn't want that to happen plus we'v been friends almost our entire lives so he would understand...right.

I get out the shower and dry myself off. Before I leave the bathroom I brush my teeth, and put on my boxers. I then go to my closet and pull out a Green Day t-shirt and some blue jeans. I slide on my shoes, and put a jacket on eventhough it's like 75 degrees outside. When i'm done I look at my phone and it reads 1:25pm. So i've got some time before I leave so I listen to my music. I turn on "Welcome to my Life" by Simple Plan and sing along. To be hurt to feel lost to be left out in the dark. To be kicked when your down to feel like you've been pushed around. This song really gives me the confidence I need to tell Noah how I feel about him. Then "Pain" by Three Days Grace(TDG) started to play. Still feeling that he may reject me I sing. Pain without love pain I can't get enough pain I like it rough cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all. I'm gonna do it i'm gonna tell him no matter what happens today. I head out to the park when out of no where a rock hits my head. I scream out loud "what the fuck hit me". I turn around to see that it was James a bully that picked on everyone smaller and younger than him.

I get and dust myself off when blood drips from my head. I look to see if anyone's around and use my healing powers to stop the blood, but unfortunately the cut is still there. So I walk on to the park acting like nothing happened. When I got there it was 2:05. "Five minutes late that's a new record I hear Joel say jokingly". Yeah I ran into so trouble with James luckily he just threw a rock that hit me in the head and I bleed a little bit. I think I should tell them about my powers, but what if they don't like me. "Hello did you hear me Ash"? Huh? "I said maybe he just didn't have anything else to do so maybe that's why he did it" Kimmy said. "Well he still shouldn't beat up people smaller than him". Noah said that with an angry expression on his face that made me blush a little because it seemed that he cared for me. N..N.Noah I said. "Yeah." I need to talk to you about something important in private please. "Sure". He follows me until I tell him he could stop walking. "Is there something wrong he asked"? No I just wanted to show you something. I use my powers to spell out I Love You in stones and leaves. He looks at me a little shocked at first but then says under his breath "I love you to Ash". " I just didn't know how I should have told you". I look at him and smile and blush hard because I was staring at him. We hug and meet back up with the others. On the way he asks me "how long have I had my powers". I told him ever since I was born. When we get back to the others Noah convinces me to show them my powers. With all eyes on me I use my powers to levitate myself in the air. Everyone Kimmy Joel Subrina and Noah all say "cool and awesome" at the same time. Now that that's over I ask everyone if they wanted to go to the movies? "Yeah Kimmy said". "I'm down with it said Joel". "Sure why not Subrina says." "Beats standing in the park all day Noah said." Wasn't it your idea to meet at the park I asked him? He started to blush so I decided to torture him and kiss his cheek witch makes him blush more. I turn to everyone and tell them that we're dating and all we hear are "awwwws" from everyone. At the same time they all say "you two make a great couple no matter what anyone says". So we started are walk to the theater and everyone agreed on a horror movie. I only said yes so I could hide in Noah's arm at every jumpscare.

I'm not being racist but why does every white chick fall when their being chased by something, and when they fall they don't bother getting up afterwards? I thought about that until the movie ended and Noah decided to walk me home since he lives around the corner from me. And right before I reached for my doorknob I felt something. It was his lips pressed againsts mine and we held it for about thirty seconds until he broke the kiss and said" i love you and see you tomorrow". I said i love you to and I walked in my house at 10:55 so I go to my room and right before I go in I hear Ash would you come in here for a minute? Here I come. Ma'am? "How was your night with your friends she ask"? It was fine we met at the park and went to see a horror movie. "Is that so, but who was that boy that walked you home he looks cute"? I told her that the boy was Noah an that he was my...."He's your what Ash"? B...b..boyfriend I get scared but then I hear her go awwww and say "that's so ok and if you feel like dating males then you can date whoever you want just let me meet them sometime ok". I say yes ma'am and hug her. Luckily my dad was at work. He already hates me and if he found out that I was gay he'd kill me in my sleep. So I go up to my room and take off my shirt and jeans because I only sleep in underwear. When my head us on my pillow I say to myself thank you he doesn't hate me. And I go to sleep dreaming about Noah and I together.

A/N if you've made it to this chapter it shows me you guys and gals care I will try to publish anytime I get a chance vote and comment and tell me what you think of this so far thanks and see you in the next chapter byeeee

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