Song:good enough little mix
"What ever he did to you Zendra was true. Your a slut a fucking slut you whore"
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I ran into my room. Why? Why me? What did I do? When I was finally happy with my life, when I felt right exactly right it had to go down the hill.
I pulled out my lyric book and started scrolling down some words.
"I am the diamond you left in the dust
I am the future you lost in the past
Seems like I never compared
Wouldn't notice if I disappeared
You stole the love that I saved for myself
And I watched you give it to somebody else
But these scars no longer I hide
I found the light you shut inside
Couldn't love me if you tried
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough
Does it burn
Knowing I used all the pain?
Does it hurt
Knowing you're fuel to my flame?
Don't look back
Don't need your regrets
Thank God you left my love behind
Couldn't change me if you tried
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough"
I cried. I was crying, sobbing as I scrolled down the next verse.
"Release your curse
'Cause I know my worth
Those wounds you made are gone
You ain't seen nothing yet
Your love wore thin
And I never win
You want the best
So sorry that's clearly not me
This is all I can be
Am I still not good enough?
Am I still not worth that much?
I'm sorry for the way my life turned out
Sorry for the smile I'm wearing now
Guess I'm still not good enough"
"Zen?" My big brother's voice echoes through the house. A son passed my chapped lips
"Nash" I called out out. My voice was broken and filled with sorrow
"Oh Zen, my beautiful little sister," he scooped me into his arms and rocked back and forth.
"Nash" I clung onto his tear-wet shirt.
"Shh...don't listen to what he said my sissy, your perfect my perfect little sister." He cooed
"Sing me to sing Nash" I whispered as my lids felt heavy. I felt a nod
"Oh Darlin do t you ever grow up you can stay this little, I'll let nobody hurt you I'll let nobody break your heart and even if you want to just try and never grow up."
I fell asleep in the warm comfort of my big brother.
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