"Take one pass it down." Mrs. Korman said handing out papers. The papers Had LONDON writen across it. Ryan kissed my neck, and pointed to the brochure and winking. I smiled at him with a little bit of dout behind it. Seeing all the love behind his eyes and the pain behind mine. WHAT am I saying!! I am in love with this kid. I looked into his big green eyes, and a real smile came to my face. I kissed him.
"Happy birthday beautiful" He smiled at me and kissed my cheek. He grabbed my hand and we walked out of first period. Call me bipolar but I don't want ANY one else holding my hand besides Ryan. It wouldn't feel quite right. Finn hasn't talked to me since he told me he loved me. But I don't get why I am so with someone who i'sn't the kind of guy I was in to. but maybe that is the reason I kinda liked him.
"Kamryn." Ryan yelled flashing me back in to relaty.
"Sorry just have a lot on my mind right now." I told Ryan, i was bet he is proabley aware that I was thinking about Finn. Which I knew that ryan didn't like Finn and Finn didn't like Ryan.
"Bye." He said with a sad smile. I haven't seen him so sad in a long time. since the Haley think..
I sat down by the weird kid Jaxson. I was thinking I shouldn't be thinking of ad differnet kid that is not my boyfriend. I had to finsh talking to him. I stood up and ran out of the classroom.
"Ryan." I yelled though the hall. I ran over to him. I kissed is sad looking face. One of his hands was on my waist and the other on my back. My hands were cuping his face in my palm.
"I am so sorry I haven't been paying much attecten to you." I said as I hugged his flat chest. Since he was alomost like 1 foot taller then I was.
"Its fine."
"No it really isn't, I should be loving my boyfriend with all my heart. But I haven't in a long time." I finshed with another hard kiss. He smiled at me. And winked. The tarty bell rung. which meant that I had ISS again.
"Wanna go?" He asked grabbing my left hand. He was meaning the we were going to sluff again. Nothing I can do now his smile got me every time. I haven't sluffed in a long time. So I am down.
We walked down the street to the ice cream shop, where we got ice cream. He got chocolate and I got strawberry.
Not going to lie but I never thought of myself as the person to have the cutest boyfriend ever. Who can make me laugh and make me the happiest girl on earth. I kinda feel like we are the type of people you would see on tumblr.
"I love you." He said to me while looking down at me.
"I mean I love you more then I love myself." I looked up at him with my big blue eyes. And I felt the biggest smile on my face.
"I love you too Ryan!" I told on my tipie toe to kiss him.
"So what to you think about the London trip."
"I would want to go but I haven't talked to my parents in almost a month."
"Why do we need you parents. I mean I can help you pay for it."
"Ryan I could not let you pay for me to go the is crazy." I shook my head.
Niether of us wanted to stay at school. And I haven't sluff in a long time. So we kinda just left even though my second hour teacher all ready saw me. But oh well.
"Thanks for this." I said playing silly, I put a bit of ice cream on his nose and gigged.
"Get it of." He told me. I placed my finger on his nose, and licked it off my finger. We laughed pretty hard about how hard I was trying to act sexy. I felt his hand running up my back as we walked though the garden into the secert part of the woods. Where no one knows about but Me and Ryan. We sat down at the brighe.
"I was wondering Kamryn do you think you will teach me how to do that one thing you always do."
"What thing." I gigged at him.
"The thing that everytime you do when I am with you.
"I have no idea what you are talking about."
"The thing you do when you make me fall even more in love with you everytime I see your smile."
My heart was was full of love, I got butterflies, And a smile!
I couldn't even imagen thinking about the differnet love then I feel for Ryan.I have never had the heart thrope at school that I have now.
He walked me back to my house. I loved hanging out with him today. It kinda felt wrong to hang out with any other guy. inculding Finn.
"Thanks, today was amazing." He kissed my forhead. He started to walk way while still holding my hands.
"Wait Ryan do you want to come in?" I asked him. His eyes whidened. Yes I do want to do this. I am ready.
"Are you sure you want this..?"
"Yes." He walked close to my body. I could feel his cold hands touch my hips. I swold my spit. And shut my eyes tight. Before opening them I heard a car drive into the driveway. "Mom?" I looked behind Ryans shoulder.
"Hey birthday girl." I heard Dylan, Ashley, and Codys voice. Very thing that was happening I toally forgot that it was my birthday. I ran over to the twins and Ashley and hugged them .
Ryan didn't look lie he was to sad but maybe he was on the inside. But I couldn't quite tell. He winked at me was he started to walk past my mom. Showing he was about to leave. I blew him a kiss.
"Why are you guys here."
"Its your birthday, we had to say happy birthday to you." Ashley said looking up at me.
"How does it feel to be sixteen?" My so called mother asked.
"The same as it felt to be fiveteen." I said giving her sass.
Maybe I shouldn't se so hard on my mom. At least she remeberd my birthday. And I haven't seen in over a month or so. But she did left me to take care of her while she was drunk. I don't know I don't really want to think about it right now. We all walked into the house. That the kids haven't been in forever. My mom made you famous pot pie. That she new was my favorite of all time. It was an hour into the night with my family when I heard a knock on the door. I was thinking it was going to be my dad or maybe even Ryan.
"Finn.."
"Hey." He said looking down at his feet. I could see was holding a box wrapped in blue wrapping paper.
"I got you something. Happy birthday." He handed me the perfectly wrapped box.
"You didn't have to getme anything.
"Yes I did."
"Well wanna come in?" I asked still looking down at the box. He looked around my shoulder to see my whole family in the kitchen eating.
"I better not." He was looking to my eyes.
"Are you sure?" I asked, but she just shook his head and turned around and started walking back to his house.
I started untieing the bow wrapped around the box. Lifting the top of the box. Macklemore tickets and a ring that said SKATER around in a infinty sigh.
*Card from Finn*
Happy Birthday Kamryn. I miss hanging out with you. I think about you all the time. That kinda soulds creppy. Anyways please stay in my life forever because you are the best thing that has ever happen to me. Every girl needs a guy best friend. And I can be that. I love you. <3/FINN.
I could feel my stomach get a little bit sick.
"I will be right back." I said walking out of the front door. I ran I didn't jog or walk I RAN to Finns house. Knocking on the door. I stood there waiting there for someone to open the door.
"Hello?"
"Thank you." I hugged him tightley. Feeling arms wrapped around my waist.
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Kicks And Flips.(Ryan Sheckler story fanfic)
FanfictionWho am I at home? Who am I around my friends? Who am I around my boyfriend? Who am I alone? Not the same person. Do I love you? Do I love skate boarding more?