Missing It All Out

All Hopes Been Shattered

I woke up in the middle of the night. It was 2:54 a.m. I went downstairs for a cup of water. Oh my god my head is killing me. I got a cup and filled it with water from the sink. Ahh what a relief iv been thirsty like hell. I think iim going to have another cup. Okay so gulp, gulp and gulp..........

HOLY SHIT i scream my lungs out. Im so scared right now. Its this thing in a black veil with long white hair and long nails. With red eyes. This is so scary. Im screaming. I was walking backwards while this thing was following me. I fell on the flooًr and was sliding. Where in the world is my father? Im screaming and no sight of daddy.

"daddddddddddddddddddd!!!!" i cry out for him " DADDDDDD" im crying and begging for this thing to leave me. "DADDD" its coming closer. It bent down and looked me in the eye. And said "shhh"

I said "dad"

Right after i blinked once. This veil thing puts its wrinkled up hand on my face. Im screaming for it to come off. Im kicking and struggling. Nothings working.

"honeyyy wake up wake up. Whats wrong?? Are you okay?? What happend?? Why are you screaming" said dad.

What? How is he in front of me. I touch my face to recheck if all of this was a fake. I looked at every thing it was perfect. There was no sight of a cup. Not a single cup with water or anything.

"sweetheart" dad says and taps me on my shoulder from zoning out.

"what happend dad" i look at him in the eye and start crying. Im scared. I dont know whats going on. I barely remember anything now.

"its okay just go to sleep and everythings going to be okay" dad kissed me on the forehead and closed the door.

I cant go to sleep. What in the worlds going on? I got up to cheak if i had red liquid in my watch but i cant find it anywhere. Oh god!? Am i going insane. Am i losing it? God whats going on. I have to be strong. Crying isnt the solution. Lets go to sleep. Then see what to figure out. I close me eyes.

Wait its four a.m. Omg i know what that means. Il meet mom in the morning. I should get restand sleep for the big day tomorow. Im going to forget all this that happend or my imagination but time to sleep and see mother tomorow in eighteen years. Il have a real convo with her. Il actually not be dreaming or thinking about what to do when i see her. But ill be doing it in a couple of hours. I put my head deeper in the pillow. I smiled. And kissed moms picture. I fell aslep.

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Im walking on grey. The skys so beatiful. I can see the stars so close up i could feel it if i tried. Im walking, im trying to find the water but its leading me back to the same spot. I see a red big ball. People are playing volley ball at this hour?? Huh whats that yellow ball that looks like saturn?? I get closer to get a better glimpse but now i see something. I see something bizare. I see the earth.

I was walking on the moon. I fighured out. I see the stars. Imin space. I lie down and i see this four eye kid. He has orange hair.

His demanding me "get up. Is yr day. Days of your hell have begun." huh what is he talking about??

His shaking me. I see dads hands out singing Happy Birthday. Omg wheres mom?

I jumped out of bed wondering if my moms going to be in a box with a red ribbon on top. I looked everywhere. I cant find her. Im out of breath. My dad comes and hugs me. " happy birthday sweetheart. I love you. " dad said.

"i love you too" i said

"wheres mom. Why isnt she hear im wondering if shes stuck in traffic or getting me a rasberry cake? Daddd where is she, i really want to meet her. Im kimda nervousand way more excited". I said.

My dad blindsfold me and opens it within minutes.

"happy birthday sweetheart." dad said

I see a black BMW with tinted windows. Its hot. Im spechless.

"Hes beatiful. I love it dad omg" i said.

I huged dad.

Wait somethings missing. Wheres mom? Oh yes ask dad. Im so excited

"daddd wheress momm shes suppost to be here. Why isnt she here. Im so nervous dad." i said with excitement.

"before she comes do you want to go for a test drive? The test drive, youv been craving for years. Lets go" dad said without looking at me

Huh.

"noo i dont wanna go now" i said

"uv been wanting this for years. Why not honey?" dad said

I smiled and said "i can wait till mom comes and i can drive with her ands you. That would be great and god this is the bestt birthday everrr dadd. I am so excited."

"jenn im sorry" dad said

Huh why is he sorry. He looks down and says"she cant make it now something poped up so shell have to stay there for long"

I looked at him and had this twist in my guts. My heart was beating hardly. It felt like someone punched me in my stomach. I feel suffocated. I cant breath.

I felt tears coming down like rain on my checks. This cant be happening. Please be a dream. I want to see my mother today. I have to i had so much to tell her.

I pushed my dads elbow and looked at him with tears in my eyes. "stop playyin around thats not funny. You know. Il wait till she comes." i said

He didnt say a word. He was serious.

I pushed him. "please dadd say your lying. Pleaae tell me your joking. Please daddd pleasee dadd" i was sobbing. Iv been waiting for my whole life. It was like a dream for me to meet her. I feel so down. All hopes been shattered. All of it was a lie. It doesnt exsist. My heads spinning.

I drop to the floor.

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