The rest of the day was mostly me crying and the boys trying to comfort me at one point Danielle came over because the boys thought I needed another girl to help me but I didn't need a girl to help me I needed Niall I hate him for leaving me how could he how could he just disappear without saying goodbye.
He was going to propose we were going to have a baby and move in together how if we didn't go on the boat he would be alive this is my fault the boys were staying over they didn't want to leave me alone in the middle of the night I had the worst dream yet
I was walking down the path of white rose petals but at the end of the path wasn't Niall it was jaren
"JESSIE WAKE UP its ok its just a dream calm down!" I woke up to Harry holding me "it wasn't Niall it was jaren" I mumbled " what do you mean it was jaren?" "You wouldn't understand"
When I woke up in the morning I looked at the tv which the boys were already sitting around watching but I noticed they were crying I looked at the screen and there was a picture of Niall in the back ground there was a lady talking
"And two days ago beloved boy band member Niall Horan passed away he had drowned in loon lake while boating with his four other band members and girlfriend Jessica Allen"
I couldn't take this shit! People had no right to be snooping in are business
The next few months were horrible I visited Niall's grave every day and I hadn't been eating very much I was three months pregnant and at my resent doctors appointment I found out it was a girl
But I wasn't getting any better since the incident i was waking up screaming each night so the boys took turns staying over to make sure I was ok LOUIS was in charge of trying to feed me Harry would hangout with me during the day trying to make me feel better
The pregnancy was really taking its toll on me I was having a hard time trying to eat but when I didn't the baby would cramp up and kick I was getting thin and pale and the boys didn't no what to do they fed me as much as possible which was like three slices of apple a day I needed help
Ok guys so this chapter kinda has a lot to do with personal experience from when someone passed in my family but his wife wasn't pregnant so this is kinda a hard chapter for me to put out there and let you guys read so please no hate ily😘💖💗💋
-skylar
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Falling
FanfictionWhen 19 year old Jessica runs into someone on the street she never would have that the person she ran into was Niall Horan or that she would fall head over heals inlove with him but will her abusive ex stop them?
