Frozen Feelings...(#thewattys2016)

Run Away...

Monday Morning

Lyon's P.O.V.

I sighed as Yuka,Toby and I walked towards our third period. "Hey dude, you seem kinda anxious... is everything alright?" Yuka asked as we entered the class room. "Huh? Oh yeah I'm fine, just thinking." I smiled weakly "Oh god... don't hurt yourself." Toby laughed. I rolled my eyes and laughed along "Shut up jack ass." I said, punching his arm playfully. We all took our usual seat in the very back right corner of the class. For about 5 minutes we all were laughing and talking until I heard an all to familiar laugh. I looked down at the door way to see Natsu and Gray wrestling through the doorway. I shook my head and rolled my eyes. Idiot.

I pulled my collar up some so I could try and cover the huge hickey Gray left on my neck. Toby laughed "Did Chelia leave that dude?" Yuka laughed and moved my collar down "Yes." I shook my head as they continued teasing me. I don't know why but I couldn't stop watching Gray."Yo... why are you staring at Gray?" Yuka asked, very confused may I add. "I-I'm not." I said, looking down at my hands. "Mhm. Sure." Toby laughed "Oh look who it is!" Yuka smiled as Chelia skipped up to us and planted herself on my lap. I chuckled and held onto her waist "Nice job with Lyon's neck Chelia." Toby chuckled,making Chelia turn back towards me. She pulled my collar down and laughed at the hickey "Holy shit..." she gawked and bit her lip.I looked over and Gray saw they were all looking at my neck, making him smirk.

I chuckled and shook my head as Chelia kissed my neck quickly, making me swallow hard. Gray raised an eyebrow and shot me a wink and mouthed 'Your welcome' making me blush and push Chelia off slightly and laugh. "Not now babe." I smirked down at my hands. "Yay! They're not gonna traumatize us!" Yuka and Toby cheered, making us all laugh in unison. Chelia soon ran over to her seat, which was on the very front row next to Wendy. I sighed and rubbed my neck, smiling at the memory. I bit my lip and closed my eyes as I pictured Gray sucking and kissing at my neck again, grinding his hips against mine. Just the though of it made my knees weak. Good thing were never gonna be together. I thought to myself. Gildarts soon walked in, making Gray and I cringe, and alongside him was none other than Juvia. I looked over at Gray to see his reaction... all the blood drained from his face. Within seconds Gray bolted out the door. I looked at Gildarts and he just nodded, saying I could go after him.

Gray's P.O.V

I thought I was going to be able to handle seeing her... I was so wrong. I could feel myself getting light headed and dizzy as she grew nearer "Gray-sama?Are you okay, you look sick." Juvia asked, grabbing my hand. I can't do this... I grabbed my things and bolted out the door. I could hardly breathe... my heart was racing I feel like I'm going to be actually sick. I stepped outside the school and started hyperventilating. Lyon soon bursted through the door, along with Juvia and Chelia "Gray! Are you okay?!" Lyon asked, absolutely terrified. I gulped and shook my head "P-Panick attack..." I choked out and ran my fingers through my hair "Gray-sama can Ju-""No Juvia! Just get back to class!" I yelled ad walked off,immediately regretting what I said. I could still hear the faint sounds of footsteps. Lyon.

I shook my head"Get away from me..." I said, my voice straining "What did I do to make you so mad?!" he snapped back "Everything Lyon! You make me feel things that I never wanted to fucking feel again! I belong with Juvia, not you dammit! So stick with your dumb pinkette, and stay the hell away from me!" I yelled, tears streaming down my face"You think this is any easier for me?! Were both going through this together Gray! WE screwed up! It wasn't just you okay?! Your not alone in how you feel!" he snapped back. At this point I had collapsed to the ground sobbing "You always think everything is about you Gray! Newsflash princess, you have other people in your life that fucking matter! The world does not revolve around you! You have a girlfriend and friends who care about you, but more importantly,you have a brother who loves you and would be willing to give up his life for you!" my sobs grew quieter as Lyon finished yelling "Three and a half years Lyon. Three and a half years and until Friday night,we couldn't even be within 5 feet of each other. Do you know how much that killed me inside?! I loved you Lyon, as more than a friend or a brother! But when we graduated middle school, you found Chelia and left me in the dust! She replaced me, just like mom has! Honestly, I dont deserve Juvia or any of the loyal and amazing friends I have...least of all I don't deserve you." I said, tears pouring from my bloodshot eyes.