Shattered

"I love you,Kookie!" Taehyung whispered into Jungkook's ear,snuggling closer to him. The magnae blushed,a tinge of red taking over his cheeks,but he happily replied back. "I love you too,Tae!"
They were cuddling together in the backseat of the van,just waiting to arrive home soon after a long day filled with practice,photo shots and interviews. The other members were either sleeping or listening to music through their earphones.
The magnaes were a couple from more then 6 months now,they were so happy and everyone could see it. The only ones who knew about them were their manager and band members and they had accepted them with open arms and were glad to see them shining so bright. But there was one person that wasn't happy about this and it was Jimin,that was currently sitting on the front seat far away from the cute couple. It wasn't that he hated them,he found them cute together but he was jealous,his crush was with someone else and that wasn't pleasant,he was angry,mostly with himself for not confessing sooner and letting him slip from his hands like water. He knew that what he was feeling was wrong but he couldn't help it,he wanted a chance,even a tinny one,just to let him know his feelings,those feelings that sometimes were suffocating him. Tonight he was going to confess even if he was going to be rejected,he was sure of it,because he hoped that after that his heart could move on.
After 20 minutes they were already at the dorm,sitting at the kitchen table and eating pizza because Seokjin was to tired to cook. All this time Jimin barely talked,too lost in his thoughts to pay attention to the others.
"Jiminie-hyung are you ok?" Taehyung asked him with a concerned voice. Taehyung was worried for his best friend,lately he looked sad and not so lively as always and it seemed to him that Jimin was avoiding them,him and Jungkook,but he wasn't sure.
"Yeah, I'm ok,just a little tired." He replied with a smile and Taehyung smiled back,that rectangular sweet smile,making him feel guilty for what he was going to do.
When they finished dinner,everyone scattered in the dorm,Yoongi sleeping in his room,Taehyung was the first taking a shower,Namjoon was in the studio trying to work on some lyrics,Jin in his room preparing for the shower because his turn was after Taehyung and Hoseok,Jungkook and Jimin were in the living room watching some tv. Done with the shower Taehyung got straight to his bedroom,too tired to watch the tv with the others and in a matter of seconds he was already fast asleep.
Jimin was waiting his turn to shower,now it was Jin's turn,after it was Hoseok's then his,Jungkook's and the last was Namjoon.
Time passed really fast and now it was his chance to confess while Jungkook was busy with the shower.
He entered Taehyung's room and approached his bed,when he saw him sleeping so peacefully his heart melted. He shook the latter's arm and watched as he slowly opened his eyes.
"Tae,I need to tell you something."
"What is it Jiminie-hyung?" He questioned with a sleepy voice,then he licked his lips. That made Jimin go crazy for a second but he managed to maintain his control.
"I,you know..I-I like someone." Jimin was so nervous now that he wanted to disappear. "I like him from a long time now."
"Omo,that's great hyung,I'm happy for you." Taehyung was now sitting on the bed,facing Jimin,his smile bigger than ever. "Who is it? Do I know him? Does he likes you back?" He started to fire Jimin with questions.
"Whoa,slow down." Jimin said between giggles but then suddenly became serious. "Actually the one I love it's you and I know that you don't love me back and maybe this is going to ruin our friendship, but I really needed to tell you that,I fell in love with you from the first time I saw you smile,that beautiful smile that makes my heart beat faster and the butterflies in my stomach to dance. I didn't have the gut to confess,but when I managed to have a little courage,your heart was already stolen and i felt stupid,I feel stupid now too because I don't have the right to put you through this." He said all of this looking directly into Taehyung's eyes. He then took Taehyung's hand in his and started to make circular movements with his thumb on the latter's palm.
Taehyung was confused,Jimin just confessed to him and he didn't know what to do,he didn't want to hurt Jimin but he couldn't accept his confession because this way he was going to hurt Jungkook and he couldn't do that because Jungkook was his everything.
"Jiminie I...I..."
"Don't worry Tae,I know you don't love me back,I just wanted to let it all out and you know,now I feel so much better. I hope we can still be friends." He said the true,he felt like the weight on his shoulders had disappeared and he smiled a grateful smile. Taehyung gave him a weak and sad smile.
"Jiminie I accept your feelings but I can't love you,you know I really love Jungkook very much." He couldn't watch Jimin in the eyes,he felt bad,he just watched his hand that was still in Jimin's. "Please don't hate me."
"Why should I hate you Tae? It isn't your fault,it's mine. Don't worry I'll try to move on but can you do me a favor? Taehyung just nodded. "Can I have a kiss?" He knew that this was to much to ask but his feelings took control of his mind.
"I..I don't think this is a good idea. I can't do that."
"Please,just a little one." Now Jimin was moving closer to Taehyung's face.
"Please,don't hyung." He tried to move back but Jimin was gripping his hand tightly,pulling him closer.
"Just one." Jimin managed to whisper before smashing his lips with Taehyung's plump ones. Taehyung tried to move but he was blocked,Jimin was still pulling his hand with one arm,while the other was behind his head pressing him closer. Jimin had lost his sanity,the kiss was the only thing in his mind,instincts took over,he started to move his lips more rougher and tried to get access to Taehyung's hot cavern but the latter was keeping his mouth tight shut. Frustrated he pooled at Taehyung's hair a little harsher,making the latter groan in pain and this gave him the opportunity to slip his tongue in the latter's mouth,invading that space that he craved for so long. He sighed in contentment,continuing to explore the other's hot cavern.