What is it like to be trapped into misery? Grief? Regret? Or just pain.
Its an never ending darkness. Darkness that keeps on consuming the every bit of hope you cling into.
Its like you are already used to being sad, and forgetting how it feels like to be happy.
Well..
Can you blame yourself?
For believing, that its all worth it.
But then,
You realize that its all part of living the life he gave you.
You realize that not just because you want it. You have to get it.
You realize that not just because you love a person, you get the same amount of effort and love from them. Because thats how love goes. Giving and not expecting something in return.
It is Painfully beautiful.
Someone once said that whatever you are, whatever you chose to be, whatever you want to be, is already who you are.
Its dark.
I know.
But you are here.
In this dark, cold and scary room.
You are here for a reason.
Just have faith.
You have a purpose.
