The Tiny Ball Of Rage And The Happy Redhead

Chapter 5

Beca was now storming out of school with tears streaming down her face. How did everything go so wrong in such a short period of time? Everything was so much easier when Beca would admire Chloe's beauty from the back of the classroom.

She never wanted any of this to happen, and the majority of it was her fault. She knew at school tomorrow rumours would be going around about her and Chloe and god knows what they might be. The story would be completely taken out of proportion and considering the fact that only she and Chloe knew about their little kiss they could be about absolutely anything.

This was all a complete mess and she knew it all needed to be sorted out because she would never be able to live the rest of the school year knowing she would be on bad terms with the only girl she has ever loved. As soon as she got home she collapsed into her bed and let even more tears fall until she fell asleep.

Beca was awoken by the buzzing of her phone on the bedside table. Without looking at the screen to see who was calling her she swiped right and answered with a grouchy hello.

"Hey Beccy, how are you feeling?" She instantly recognised the voice from its distinctive British Accent.

"Hi Luke, I'm honestly feeling like pure shit."

"That's what I expected so I thought that if I offered you my shift at the radio station tonight it could make you feel a little better." Luke spoke hopefully.

"Dude, Are you serious??!! I would love to! Thank you so much, Man! I really appreciate it!"

"No problem, I'll meet you at the booth at 7 to give you the key. See you later, bye!"

"Bye, and thanks again Luke!"

And with that Beca hung up the phone with a sigh of relief. After this really shitty day this really lifted her mood. Although she knew she has very few friends she always believed it was about the quality and not quantity and boy did she get the best quality friends you could get. I mean yes she did find Jesse's obsession with movies completely ridiculous and dorky but she still loved that nerd, and Amy with her crazy and mostly fake stories from Australia they never failed to amuse the small brunette. Luke was a very forgetful lad, Beca could hand him and new mix and he would forget about it in 2 seconds but he was an extremely thoughtful guy. Then there was Stacie, she was actually pretty popular and had the highest sex drive but no matter what she would always be there for Beca and the rest of the group, she was quite intelligent too. Unfortunately for Beca she didn't have the best relationship with her crush but it's at times like this when she realises that the relationship she has with her friends is all she needs. Of course she would never ever say that to their faces though.

Beca finally got herself out of her bed and checked the time and saw it was only 4:00pm and still had another 3 hours until she had to meet Luke at the radio booth. With that in mind she fixed up her make-up to get rid of any evidence of her crying and went downstairs to make herself dinner. She wasn't surprised to see no-one was home, knowing her dad works very long hours and the step-monster is out probably spending all of his earnings like the selfish woman she is. It's times like this when she wishes her mom was still around. At the age of 7 unfortunately Beca, lost her mother in a battle against cancer, she tends to try and not think about it but sometimes she really can't avoid it.

Shaking her head to try and get rid of any more emotions that were trying to get out of her; Beca continued with finding something quick and easy to make for her dinner. She pulled out some chicken nuggets from the freezer and put them in the oven.

Whilst waiting for her food to cook there was only one person she could think of and that was a certain red headed girl. Falling in love with Chloe kind of reminded her of the sun. When the sun is there you're happy, when it's  not, you're miserable. It's one of the most beautiful things you have ever seen but if you stare too long it's dangerous, and if you get too close to the sun you die. She didn't believe that if you fall in love you physically die, it's more of emotionally feeling as though you're dying because you overwhelmed with all these emotions. After all this thinking Beca finally noticed the smell of burning. Oh shit. Quickly getting her burnt chicken nuggets out of the over she decided it was best to get a McDonald's. Leaving 20 minutes earlier than intended so she could have time to order her food Beca left her home and began walking to her destination.

When she arrived she was greeted by Luke giving her a hug and some advice on how to deal with all the emotions. Once he was done he left Beca the keys to lock up and bid his farewell.

Luke was a nice guy and when Beca thinks about it if she wasn't as gay as she is then she could probably see herself dating him. But no. She already went through a stage of trying to date guys when she was struggling to come to terms with accepting her sexuality. She always hoped that she would meet that one guy who she would fall in love with and it would turn out that she wasn't actually a lesbian but she soon realised that would never happen and began to accept who she is.

Sitting down in the chair Beca began her show with a couple of her own mixes that she created with Chloe in her mind. She knew the redhead listened to the station Beca was working on right now fairly frequently and she hoped she would be listening tonight. With Chloe in mind Beca thought back to their first and only kiss, it was incredible and as she closed her eyes she felt like she was in that room again, and then she remembered. She remembered the song that played in the background of their short but beautiful kiss. It was 'Titanium' by David Guetta featuring Sia. Just in case Chloe was listening Beca put that song in hope that Chloe knew that the brunette was thinking about her even after what had happened at school that day, to make sure Chloe knew it was for her the tiny brunette exclaimed "This ones for you" into the microphone before pressing play. When the song had finished Beca found herself almost crying again so she decided to play more random and up beat songs that had no meaning to her.

After about 5 songs Beca heard a knock on the door and out of curiosity she opened it and was in complete shock to see who was on the other side.

"Chloe?"

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A/N: Wowowow!!! it's been well over a year since I last updated this story and I have no idea what possessed me to write this chapter but here I am! I really hope you guys enjoyed it and I was really appreciate if you told me what you thought of it and stuff! Thanks for reading x