Not So Sweet Sixteen

Her Haunted Life

she's only fifteen and she's already lying about her age to boys.
she's only fifteen and already performing oral sex.
she's only fifteen she's already trying to loose her virginity.
she's only fifteen and constantly lying to her parents .
she does not know what to do it all started when the past came to hunt her.
she was only six years old when her cousin finger raped her
she was only six when her cousin a couple years older thought it would be fun to manipulate her into having sex with him
taking her virginity, something so precious that she could never have back !
she was only six when it all happened
no words ever left her mouth about it until she hit thirteen..
Honestly she wish it had stayed lock in the back of her head with the key thrown away never to be found.
The memories came rushing back to her it was too much to take...
Boys came left and right trying to sweeten their lollipops
And being the girl who thought just because she was already robbed and degraded why not just give them her sweets.
Then she made mistakes after mistakes
she did not know what love was
she thought she wasn't worthy of it
when she came to taste a little bit of it she started craving until she was left so high and so dry at the same time!
Emotions? she did not have none
she accepted watever came her way, she didn't beleive she was worth more....
Her bullying days came back to pursue her.
All the words and torments came back rushing towards her
Grabbing and started pulling at her..
she tried to fight it
But..............................
she became so weak that she gave up and let it suck her back in..