I missed u today. Why am I lying to myself I have missed you everyday since you've left. Would you even care if I told you how hard it is for me to wake up without you by my side? Did you even care for me a little? Just a tiny bit? It's funny how I cling to that small shrivel of hope that you'll come back. It's ridiculous how much I loved you when I knew that you couldn't love anybody but yourself. I hate myself when I'm actually supposed to be hating you. I can't come to hate you because that love is still there. I still see you as this perfect guy who I know never existed. Isn't this just pathetic, I'm writing a letter that you will never bother to read. Who even writes letters anymore I guess I do. I think I have to rewrite this because my tears have shed onto the paper and now my writing is barely legible. One thing I will tell you is that I hope you're happy because honestly your happiness is the only thing that matters to me.
Lisa looked over these words and wiped away a few stray tears that were running down her cheek. She took a deep breath because she had finally made her decision. As she got the knife out from her drawer she smiled to herself and whispered as she pressed the knife against her throat, "at least I won't have to suffer anymore. "
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Her Parents' Daughter
RandomI trick myself into thinking I'm seeking justice when in reality I'm only seeking revenge. Who is my father? I'd ask my mother but she's dead. I only have this one picture of him but another question that is constantly going through my head is who...
